ok so i am 25 hours from booking in.
i've been in and out of my home several times today. buying stuff i forgot, then going out again to buy more stuff that i forgot.
5 bottles of small sized pipagao was a deadweight to carry home together with everything else i had
my heart is going into overdrive. i am worried. about the freshies, whether or not i can help them have as great, or even greater, a time that jason and vanessa gave us. you know the reason why i was so keen to join wkwscifoc'09 was because i had such an awesome time at foc'08. thank you vanessa and jason and mel and ros and all the other seniors, if any of you happen to read this (:
i'm worried about the H1N1 situation, the need to ensure everyone is safe. about the games, the weather (we've got more than one freshie with heat rash etc), the dynamics of the group, how to keep them entertained, the cheers. even things that are like not my business ie. food etc. (i have absolute faith in job but i cnt help worrying)
i want all of them to have as awesome a time as i did last year. discounting all the drama that is. but i'm glad for the circle of trust (: all the friendships forged.
on the plus side, i like having pedro as a partner. HE IS THE ULTIMATE AUNTIE I TELL YOU. he reminded me we need hand sanitizers, pi pa gao, wet wipes, mosquito repellant, mopiko and such other things hahahaha. freshies, worry not, we've got PEDRO ((:
my last night at home for 3 weeks as well. and i'm not on speaking terms with my sister grawr.
but ah ma's coming over (: yay (:
countdown countdown countdown.
wkwscifoc 2009. coming soon.
(hopefully before my heart expires of apprehension and fear plus excitement all rolled into one.)
(although panic seems to be the main emotion here)
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, July 04, 2009; 8:01 PM
