you know today during the trial run we who are not involved (ie. most ogls) ended up sitting around and doing nothing. until we decided to work on hc which has the MOST hilarious conversation between the two foc lovebirds. the pedro lizzy pair, not the zhiyuan mingyi pair haha.
but the point is, i could have been with the dancers. it's the last practice for michelle, and she will be flying off next week. they went to k today, and all ended up late for dance. but hey, it's worth it just to spend the time with her. her decision (to me, at least), was an extremely sudden one. i know i am going to miss michelle a lot. her laziness, her evil looks, her XXL shirts that makes her look like she's not wearing anything underneath, and even her evil unglam shots of me.
i'm never going to get that unglam shots album she promised to give me for my birthday. and i'm sad, really sad about it.
sigh. i know she's coming back in november, but i cannot help feeling upset.
i'm going to miss you )):
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i'm losing confidence. i felt awkward the minute she walked into the studio. i'm trying very very hard to reign in the exuberance that she says i have too much of. but so much so that i feel unnatural, even afraid. to the extent that i couldn't dance full out, i knew i was keeping a lot reserved.
i'm glad i'm not dancing 桃夭. the style is difficult, very very difficult for me to catch. but if i really do manage to learn something like that, it will be a breakthrough for me.
i no longer know what to think for 悲歌.
well today is the last practice before i disappear for three weeks. thank goodness she'll be taking this time to finish 桃夭. so it's not too bad that i disappear. but i highly suspect my jumping ability (which returned almost to full extent today) will go down the drain again. ARGH. ARGH ARGH ARGH.
i love hearing my back craccckkkkkk all the way. today she made us do 悲歌 without warning and i hadn't stretched and warmed up since we were learning 桃夭 earlier, and then i did the back leg lift. the sound was interesting (: and i just loved the crack along the entire back. i miss peehua and zhu nian who were the only ones ever to make me feel very well cracked.
PEE HUA IS COMING TO NTU SOON I WILL HAVE MY BACKCRACKER BACK ((:
laoshi really means to do 岁月如歌 OMG. OMG OMG OMFG. i seriously wonder how it will turn out -.-
i am very sleepy it is time to turn in. oh wait i haven't bathed =.= ok but since i just got home a while ago not very bad. good night (:
living in my fantasy world
on Wednesday, July 01, 2009; 11:24 PM
