i am very stressed.
doing so many stupid things at one go really does make things very bad. and now i'm stuck both ways, i'm canceling as many things as i can (canceling tuition is very irresponsible, and so is several other matters) just to complete everything.
within this week:
1. shop for things we need with bocelli GLs (and a meeting too)
2. new socks, formal skirt for china
3. wash up/ clear up everything i have at home
4. take flu jab
5. exchange sing dollar for rmb (hopefully mum can do this for me next week)
6. buy travel insurance (i think mum will help me halfway)
7. i can't remember. the list numbered 8.
and then there's foc md prac and trail on wed whole day, dance on wed night, thurs tuition at 4, fri meeting fj lt ly, sat tuition and performance, sunday tuition. HOWWWWWW.
foc 6 to 10 july. china exchange from 12 to 25. all of this is taking its toll. i cannot complete everything i've got to do before disappearing from home for 3 weeks. it's not fair for my parents to do everything for me, nor will they be able to. and during camp, i probably won't be able to keep answering my phone, so it may be tough for them to settle things for me too.
argh. i need to stop planning multiple things in the same slot. i keep doing it. sometimes it has minimal impact. times like this, it's mayhem and utter hell. i feel damn guilty both ways.
maybe if i went to sleep i'll wake up and it'll be 26th july already.
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, June 30, 2009; 12:13 AM
