this is the way you left me
i'm not pretending
no hope no love no glory
no happy ending

this is the way that we love
like it's forever
and live the rest of our lives
but not together


having too much time on my hands is not a good thing. i think too much when i've too much time. maybe there's a reason why i started getting busier and busier and busier.
and i've taken to day dreaming recently. of all that i wished for but never gotten.

on the material side:
i want a warehouse-inspired bolero jacket )):

like desperately. there's one selling on hollyhoque for 28.50, but i'm sure my shoulder is bigger than the measurements they gave. sighhhhhh.

i am so annoyed. i tried posting on FOC blog. BUT THE STUPID PHOTOS WILL NOT LOAD. so i cannot post )):

ok i have decided. i will bake cheesecake tomorrow. my favorite recipe (my ONLY one) i have been craving it soooo hard i like cannot believe it. and i don't think other cheesecakes can satisfy my craving. HURHURHUR!



sometimes, while thinking too much (again), i wonder if i could have had a happier life if i weren't a coward then. argh


living in my fantasy world

on Wednesday, June 24, 2009; 8:35 PM