whenever i see your name on my phone, i get sent into a flurry of emotions. on one hand, i think back to the past. on the other hand, i start guessing your intentions. and i start thinking of what might have been, of what might have been wrong decisions, stupid events. and on top of all that, i wonder if i really do ever want to see you again.
you wanted so much more than i can give, the life you wanted is so different from the life i want. different wavelengths, different perceptions.
but i don't regret. i think.
living in my fantasy world
on Friday, May 29, 2009; 11:41 PM
