felt the urge to blog several times today. and i even formulated the words too >.<

at 7.30am this morning:
f, you bitch with no substance.


at 12 plus:
argh damn sian damn sian. i just cannot believe the professors are SO ANNOYING as to have all four core modules have MAJOR assignments due the SAME FREAKING LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL when we are all supposed to be studying for the exams NEXT WEEK. PLUS, they are ALL group work, which means you spend time discussing/disagreeing/wasting time. the people who i do these projects with are awesome but when i get stressed i get snappish, which is NOT GOOD. and i am currently in a VERY STRESSED state.


at 630:
YAY!!! FINALLY 206 VIDEO IS DONE. jeanette and aini are awesome people.
and my reputation in CS is gonna be SO ruined on thursday when it is screened. >.< already everyone who watched it loved either the bimbo nod head part, or they love the final gormless expression.
fantabulous, don't you think??
hahaha but once again, nette and aini are awesome people ((:


at 745:
kai has been a really selfish person lately. and is sorry for being so. thanks to all the people around her who had to bear with her selfishness.


and now:
wa lao i feel so dumb so dumb so dumb. why the hell did i even bother.



i can't believe it's just been one day. feels like many days ago i met that bitch, and then took 179 sitting beside my bio tutor (ZOMG), and had bio tutorial, and went to buy lunch with liying.
seems like today only consisted of project work. we COMPLETED 208 in one afternoon. i am so proud of ourselves. and it looks DAMN GOOD can. at least to me la. and then many hours after our intended time, we went back to CS to complete our 206 video. felt damn good at the end when we just UPLOADED IT ((: no more no more no more. kudos to jeanette and aini who did all the editing cos i'm just a complete noob. that's why i say they are awesome.

i feel so idiotic. i could have just stayed behind and studied with jeanette they all and save all that trouble just now. so idiotic so idiotic so idiotic i cannot believe it.

i should start studying >.< although i'm not too sure how much will go in. sigh.

and so many times throughout this post i wanted to use the f word. what is happening to me hc guys used it all the time but i never once thought of using it but now i'm in uni i just keep encountering instances when i wanna use it. so vulgar and uncouth.

i think i just get cranky when i'm very tired. but then again, it's not like i've never been tired in hc. i think it's the stressed. i've never been stressed in this way. argh.

uni sucks.


i want everything to be over so that i can study for exams. and liying says i'm crazy. i'm thinking of missing a once a year family event to study this friday. which, i have to say, is pretty crazy ): sigh what a dilemma.


living in my fantasy world

on Tuesday, April 07, 2009; 10:11 PM