i hate it when there's so many things on my mind. true, they're minor compared to what some other people are going through, but wth, they affect me badly enough.

1. the stupid SU thing. damn it.
2. Stupid com 202. why why why did you ever extend the stupid deadline. it could have been off my hands already )):
3. of course, the exams. this is a bigger-than-you-believe-weight on my mind. i'm struggling. i started off this sem doing relatively well, before steamrollering. i think my morale is extremely shaken by the recent 208 and 206 grades released. i'm kissing my GPA goodbye.


i'm so sian to the extent that i'm harbouring thoughts of quitting school. it's so hard to believe that i'd think something like that. of course, i won't act on it, but the fact that i'm even thinking of that is bad enough. every morning i wake up with a weight in my stomach. 'shit, i have to go to school again'
i keep thinking of excuses to pon, but tdy, 202 was THE LECTURE to go for, which, once again, i didn't pay attention. i could have just not gone, and downloaded the slides will do. 208 is a quiz, and submission of our research proposal. but since i still understand zilch about stats, i suppose not going won't make a difference, i'm going to tank so badly anyway.
tmr is 206 lecture only, which i don't realliy wanna come for. but apparently FTT's gonna talk about the exam, and they're screening all the different groups' final one minute video, which i kind of want to watch too, some are bound to be hilarious. although i don't look forward to seeing my reputation going down the drain with our bimbo video sigh. k la it's just funny (:

one more day of lessons before the end of this semester,

one more day to being a freshie. after this upcoming exams, we'll be welcoming the new students. THE NEW FRESHIES )): i'd like to remain a freshie please.

omg what a thing to say as an ogl >.<

ok buck up kaishi, buck up.


living in my fantasy world

on Wednesday, April 08, 2009; 1:40 PM