from solemnly unhappy to chirpy and cheerful
i really feel like throwing in the towel; since i've already done so badly i might as well tank completely this sem and see whether i can save myself next sem.
but i can't seem to do it ):
if only i could, then i'll feel so much better. i would be enjoying myself now. i wouldn't be trying to study without success and then feel guilty about not studying >.<
my elbow joints hurt. they sort of feel inflamed. from what?? over use? hurhur from supporting my hands while resting on the table cos i study too much/write too much right?
exams should be banned, they are harmful to the mental and physical states of all students. seriously!!! hahahaha!
jiayou k, don't stress dear! (you know who you are)
i'm still damn full from lunch. one whole pack of fries plus mee siam. oh-so-wonderfully-sinful. and mummy, at my request, bought banana nut crunch cereal and milk (((: ((: ((: (((: and two containers of potato chips zomg. hahaha i shouldn't have asked. but i don't regret asking either hahahaha. so i'm in a catch 22 situation, eat and gain weight but be happy bout eating or dun eat and don't gain weight but be less happy >.<
of course, plenty of ppl will say: it's the exams! just eat! after exams then work back on losing hahahahahahah.
i shall (:
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, April 19, 2009; 3:38 PM
