mostly JDC. and well, hahahaha liying
MUAHAHAHAHAHA NG LI YING YOU ENTERTAIN ME (((:
i've laughed non-stop at (ok fine, or with) her the whole morning. the minute i saw her i already laugh, and before she left i was still laughing. just minus the time in between when i went for COM 204 lecture hohohohoho ((:
je suis trés fatiguée. Vraiment.
don't ask me how, but i managed to pay attention in both lectures today. AM GOING FOR DINNER WITH PRISSY AND HUIMING TONIGHT!!! ((:
ok now for JDC ((:
i keep thinking and think about what to say about JDC. it's been a very different sort of experience. one with REALLY MAJOR DOWNS. but after yesterday night, everything just sort of melted away.
we had really bad attendance problems. really bad attitude problems. we've had people who just couldn't be bothered to remember their actions, their positions, and the things we kou-ed. and such a combination really pisses me off. there's people who are always nice and cooperative, but a fair number of the uncooperative ones exist.
i even went as far as to question if i was doing something wrong, whether it was something about me that was turning them off, or somehow i lacked the ability to motivate them. but i overcame that eventually. it's their choice how they want to be as a dancer, nothing i do can change that.
yesterday was absolutely hectic. morning's blocking lasted all of 15 minutes for both items. we had a full run for qianhong, but not one for alilang. did makeup, hair. the fake lashes were REALLY PRETTY (((: everyone ended up with gorgeous eyes (:
i was really panicky inside, even if i only showed A BIT of it. like really really really panicky. i regretted letting people play so much in the day and not focusing on practicing. luckily, everyone finished the makeup and hair etc relatively quickly, and we had time to revise each dance a couple of times before we went onstage.
qianhong's starting was terrible. but we managed ((: sigh i had a premonition that the music would start before we were in position and IT REALLY HAPPENED. sucks man. the rest of the dance was pretty well done i would say ((:
alilang. it was the dance that i feared most, because i felt that we were unprepared. but after the dance, the comments i heard were all pretty positive ((: liuqin said we made her tear ((: i could feel it was quite good too, so i let it go at that. when we all went back to the dressing room, we all erupted in cheers and happiness. it's the first time i really felt really happy while in NTU dance.
fusion item. SANIYA WAS DAMN HOT DAMN HOT DAMN HOT!!! omg. cos i was the closest to the curtains, i could see her the most clearly when she entered the stage from the other side. and what i saw just STUNNED ME. she was SO DAMN HOT i couldn't believe it was her! >.<
gave flowers to laoshi at the finale. such a panic inducing period. no one could hear what the mc was saying, so non of us knew when it was our turn to go out and give flowers. thank goodness i managed to hear, just barely, laoshi's name.
and then, it was all over.
and... i found myself wishing for more. i suppose to some extent it's crazy to want to inflict such a period of stress on myself again, but i want to, as in for now. because i'm still hung high over JDC. but then again, i'm secretly hoping that everyone will have grown from participating in JDC, that they wil all be better dancers for it. attitude wise, ability wise, whatever. so long as they took something from it. i hope the momentum will not be lost, or i will be very very sad. and will start harbouring thoughts of what liying queenie sharon are harbouring right now. all i can do is to pray hard.
REGINA WANGYE I HEART YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS ((: i really couldn't help it when i cried. i miss you guys so much!!! and it was such a wonderful surprise when you barged into the dressing room. i miss performing with you all so much )): I DON"T CARE WE"RE HAVING A GATHERING SOON! did we take a dancers photo? on who's camera?? rawr. i love you guys love love love love you guys!!!
so for now, JDC is over. and i'm glad i did it. and i'm glad i'm in chinese dance, because i took out of it several more close friends. i've known yy for a while, but was never on very good terms in the past with her. but now we are the nuts family along with liying hahaha. i've found people like chinghwa saniya mengai huiming sharon queenie (whom i've 'known' since sec 3 muahahaha), and many others, who drop little moments of fun for me. i really really hope that things will only improve from here on. all i can say is,
I'M GLAD TO BE A CHINESE DANCER.
living in my fantasy world
on Monday, March 16, 2009; 1:55 PM
