they feature a freaking almost anorexic girl in mid jump on the JDC poster.

what kind of impression about dancers is being created? it's a stereotype. but not just that, it promotes the fact that dancers should be bone-thin. which will bring to mind those few dancers i've seen turn anorexic.


dance was... excruciating. no, not the dancing, the pain. my stupid stomach hurt like shit. i'm not too sure, but it could be the xiao bai cai from the mixed veg rice i ate just before dance. made all that dancing plain disgusting to do while trying to manage the pain. but hehe i kind of enjoyed learning a new dance! so exciting, breaks the routine of alilang and qian hong (((: i was getting SOOOO sick of them. but now that i've two new dances on my hand, i'm no longer that bored! i actually even started enjoying doing qian hong at the end today cos it's not so monotonous anymore ((:

but i'm ashamed i lost my temper today during alilang. sigh. i usually wouldn't/shouldn't do it. sigh, i suppose i shouldn't talk about why i lost my temper here, i just deleted the whole chunk. dancers, please, we're two weeks away from JDC.



je suis trés fatiguée. i have this vague, weird feeling that makes me think i'm going to faint anytime soon. i shall go shower and sleep.


living in my fantasy world

on Wednesday, February 25, 2009; 11:32 PM