this afternoon i was in the kitchen when through the window floated this:
好一朵美丽的茉莉花
好一朵美丽的茉莉花
芬芳美丽满枝桠
又香又白人人夸
让我来把你摘下
送给别人家
茉莉花呀
茉莉花
it was being sung by a bunch of little kids from what i could make out. the thing is, it was so loud and clear, and sung so confidently.
and suddenly, my mood dropped to a low again. the green and white costumes of the sec 1s popped into mind. molihua, a dance to showcase the growing up of young girls. aptly danced by the sec 1s.
and i promptly started missing dance night again.
well, i've mostly recovered (i think), since i'm starting to be able to concentrate on doing things without zoning out anymore. but now and then, it hits me again :(
like now.
feels so wrong. i should be able to get a hold on my emotions better. i guess it didn't help that i didn't have lessons at all today, so was alone at home. i washed the costumes in preparation to return on fri, but now i won't get to go down anymore, cos qing gong yan is postponed.
ahh got new plans for friday. cathay trip! :) now i'm happy won't be stoning/emo-ing alone at home. whenever i'm alone at home i do that, despite the fact that i still have a gazillion million things to do -.-
yea well time to sleep! com 201 and 203 tmr!
and i'm looking forward to getting my SEXXXY NEW MACBOOK! :)))
ahh drastic change in mood from beginning of post to end of post -.-
living in my fantasy world
on Wednesday, August 06, 2008; 9:57 PM
