I AM REALLY REALLY SICK. as in going to faint/knock out kind of sick. and it sucks like nobody's business. 

was already feeling drowsy/head spinning on wednesday, especially during french. the break between marketing and french was quite bad, then marketing i felt ok. so dance was ok! maybe it's the temperature of the room i was in -.- then during dance i also felt ok. yay we are doing 岁月如歌！happy leh! although erm very very shocked that laoshi will let us do that dance. not like we very strong lor. 

then, yesterday morning i woke up feeling like i was knocked down by a bus. crawled (almost literally) to school, then died during the four and a half hours spent in the LT. it was two different lectures, but the same place. the temp just kept going downwards. or maybe it was just me la. my brain wasn't functioning, and just hurt like shit, i couldn't breath, so i couldn't pay attention. i was dozing off in 203. i feel so bad towards the lecturer cos she's good, and it's her last lecture w us cos nxt wk we're getting anth lecturer on another topic. sucks la. and then, we packed up and left, i did so with nuraini's help (as in getting up the stairs) cos my thigh muscles ached like mad. could be a combi of doing alilang the evening before during dance, and also the flu. and then my shoulder and neck and back ached like shit, which i can ONLY attribute to the flu. so instead of going for lunch with everyone, i went home to sleep for a short 40 minutes and headed to nycd. spent an enjoyable few hours gossiping/telling e j2s about uni life and courses. and eating haha. omg the har gao is damn damn nice i tell you.

yea then i got home. and almost collapsed. so i slept from 6 in the evening till 830 this morning, waking up only for dinner and to take medicine. seriously concussed i tell you. but the medicine works wonders. this morning i woke up with a moderately clear mind, clear breathing passages and could function like a normal human being! whoots! my muscle aches were down to a minimum (still there, though. except the thigh ache was still monstrous, thanks to alilang), and i am now semi normal. felt good enough to tackle french, which i did full revision and finished my work. i will revise 201 on sunday! cos there's a quiz on thurs. and read my brand new sparkling marketing textbook (untouched since i bought it) today. and do my 203 readings (neglected for a week). 205... oh yea. the speech. as well as 203 research on what it means to be a media professional grah. and i thought this was a slack weekend -.- nvm. i aim high, so must study hard.

on a happier note, i'm going to sentosa with my family next friday! i'm trying to convince them to stay in shangri-la, but i don't think i'll succeed. i think they wanna just go and play there for a day -.- but ok, i haven't had a family outing in ages. although this means i wun be able to meet fj and liying ahh. :( 

and i just realised my fever subsided :))))))

yay!