ok final post before FOC. i've been seriously busy!!! crazy la. damn tired. but yea i FINALLY managed to get ONE GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP! last night was a snore through the whole night YEA!!! super shuang. first time in the WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK. maybe i really do have too much energy that needs to be spent. yea so friday had dance. went at 3, worked on tou shi n sorting the beads, worked on huang hai zi (a very little bit), then lian pai. dong tian sucked. no feeling, no nothing. super disappointed. daidao, ok ba. yesterday was dance. finally went for xx's after so many wks! maybe more than a month. and, even without the interval training everyone else(except wf and dajie) did, i still ended freaking tired. hiaz i'm out of shape. I OFFICIALLY LOVE PT!!! :))) but sadly xx no longer does barre work :( never mind NYCD DOES! we did barre and shen yun on fri which made me terribly terribly happy! yea back to sat, after dance was photoshoot at ny. then... shopping at IMM. in a freaking tired state. was almost dying la! but managed to keep my mouth shut most of the time. although i think by the time we reached home i was at breaking point and kind of snapped at my sister =.= i always get snappish when i'm tired. i might have been a snapping turtle in my past life! funny how they can say they're tired and break plans to our disappointment but if i try to because i am FREAKING tired, i get scolded for being not involved enough. ah well.and i'm darn irritated!!! have to come out on monday AND tues from FOC for daidao practices, AND miss the finale night cos of lian pai on fri. haiz. i'll miss super a lot can. but must prioritise, AUG 1ST is terribly impt at this point in time. but but but i also don't want to miss out on camp :( and my new classmates/seniors. not to mention i'll ALSO BE MISSING THE FRESHMAN WELCOME CEREMONY THINGY TOO, also because it falls on dance night -.- but but but i won't regret deciding to do dance night. EVER.
very very worried. i just haven't seen you/heard from you for a couple of days and you drop me this shocker. please be strong k. i'm here for you.
#edit#i realise this cannot be the last post before FOC!!! cos i must must must post about the dance gathering happening later! :))) dancers make me happy everyday! although this is a sad gathering cos it's probably the last one before people start flying off, starting with liting :( hccd '06 will have to bear the separation for a longgg while haiz. #edit#
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, July 06, 2008; 9:27 AM
