ever wondered why i dance so much? or why i yearn to dance so much?because when i dance, i don't have to be myself. i lose myself in the emotions the dance requires, or the actions. and i feel free. i forget all things unhappy, all things unpleasant. all i do is indulge in the moment. but, the moment always lasts too short. in an instant, or so it seems, it is over. how i wish life could be one long dance, and when the music stops, it's time for me to pass on. how i wish.wondered why my blog's name is soar with your dreams, and never come back down?cos i've so many dreams, but many unfulfilled. unfulfilled because i've so many responsibilities, so many ties, that i can't get out of, no matter how much i yearn to. my greatest dream is never to need to come back to reality from chasing my dreams. because coming back down is like crashing into a wall. the wind is crushed out of me, and i lose all hope and direction. it's my birthday soon, but somehow, i don't feel like it's something to celebrate. somehow, it feels like it should be a day of mourning instead. because i came into this world.
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, July 22, 2008; 7:41 PM
