after all the emo posts of that day, today's gonna be a little different! cos it's going to be a happy post! :))happy cos... haha dance! yay first time in the whole week can. today went down with a batch of brownies baked yesterday! brownie mix rocks cos it take minimal effort to produce great tasting stuff! :) super happy cos i ate quite a bit and am very much on a sugar high! yea wells. so gave a bunch to the huang hai zi people, then my batch people, and then to kong's batch people (which technically was just kong xiaowen peehua), and to some of the sec 4s. siyu and qiuhan are disgusting, they ate almost one whole box! x.x seriously, terrible. ok ok backtrack. so i woke up at 8 this morning, packed my dance stuff, showered, and went beauty world shopping centre. develop nice photos! omg super ex can, 38 bucks. then, while waiting for the photos to be done, i went to caoyuan bookstore, and bought two huge pretty photo album thingys! the big one is to chronicle my life in hccd. seriously, we are camwhores in the two and a half years since i joined hccd i've had 100 plus photos to develop just on hccd alone. and that's just the ones i selected. can you believe it??? i can't -.- the smaller album(which is also more expensive) is for 06s73. yes, 06s73. i still love the class, despite all the unpleasant things. cos there were plenty of pleasant things too :)yeap so after i collected my photos, i lugged the two HUGE AND HEAVY empty albums to kap. i seriously considered walking to kap, then i decided my back might break from the weight, since i was also carrying my huge monster bag full of hair stuff/costumes/waterbottle/everything else i like to carry around. so i took bus to kap! and met qiuhan for macs eww disgusting we both eat the skin of chicken! and don't feel guilty about it haha. although i don't really know why i said it's disgusting since both of us don't think that eating fats directly feels disgusting -.- yep so she updated me on one of bj's scandals, while getting sidetracked the whole time! one moment we were talking about bj, then the next we were discussing her batch, then i was telling her bout hccd, then went on the bits and pieces of just EVERYTHING. i think anyone and everyone talking to me will find that they sidetrack a lot, since my mind jumps around a lot too haha. yep yep then we headed to coldstorage! halfway there took a picture for the bunch of hc people outside mac's haha, and saw erm what's-his-name, OH sijin i think. haha yea so took the photo for them and went cold storage to get pi pa gao for laoshi and green tea for bojia and siyu. haha green tea got stabilizers! do they need to get stabilized after blocks or something -.-yea yea then back to ny! rush hair and costumes, then started! daidao was super screwed, haven't done any technique work for so long, so 脚下站不稳！不停的摇晃。搬腿was just crap, jump jump jump, the music cut part also terrible couldn't get there in time cos of the change in music, then throughout the parts i just kept wobbling. probably cos not warmed up yet, then body wasn't in stable condition. ahhh who am i kidding, i'm just lousy -.- yea yea but i like dong tian, not very good but had that cold sad feeling again, and i'm clear about timings and stuff le! :) very happy. dancing on stage is different from in the studio, cos there's space for you to run about and truly express the dance's movements, you don't have to be restricted by the fear of banging into someone, or lack of space for speed accelaration when running across the stage -.- yay! so i kind of enjoyed dong tian. then enjoyed watching fengwu too! starting to get back the original feeling of watching it again, they must be improving loads. i realised that when yiyi's lingwu part started onwards the whole wings just fell silent, everyone was watching so intently! :) good job feng wu people! you managed to silence people with your dancing! yea then went back for more brownies! and further discussions of costumes. seriously, i need to call sonata tomorrow again to check if the costumes are ready! dong tian people look seriously wrong, the top paired with erm abercrombie and finch shorts for xinling, tights for xiao, fbts for peixuan, long tights for youxin, jazzpants for me etc -.- disgusting. then i rushed home for pizza meal! :) to celebrate my birthday :) which is technically tomorrow la, but yea well since i'll be home late tomorrow we eat today! super happy it's been a long time since we were all so relaxed at home. we've to put aside so many problems till another time to be solved just to have this happy meal. haiz. reminds me of how much i've grown, how much i've changed to the extent that my family, which used to approve of me and my choices and actions to quite a big extent, has gone to being bitter about my choices and behaviour. but yea well since this is a happy post i shall not duell too much on these things.yay so now i've got something to look forward to doing! my brand new album of dance photos and another album of 73 photos! :) dance is love.dancers are love.laoshi is love.seriously, where would i be without dance. somehow, at this point in time, i thank mdm mak for closing gym down. although i'm still bitter about it and all.
living in my fantasy world
on Thursday, July 24, 2008; 10:16 PM
