it's been a while since i've been here. well comparatively to usual standard anyway. feels like so much has happened when actually it's all e same things happening repetitively.basically i've jst been spending more time at nycd. starting to undst why i was so adamant about continuing and dancing with them once again. i just love being with them. not just people of my batch, but all the jnrs too. but it feels so sad to be alumni. i want to be just a student of nanyang again, and dancing as a member of the soc, not just alumni. and then i wun be just limited to daidao and dong tian. it's e only 2 dances i ever danced with nycd. i've learnt hu die and chun de lu dong and bits and pieces of other dances, but only ever danced 2. quite sad, in all my nycd days i've only done 2 dances. but it's ok, i kind of love those 2.the drawback bout ny dance? no more hc dance. cos i'm dancing full day at ny now. not to mention certain mornings. and once i quit work??? it's dance galore!!!it's sad to see people become like this. and then i'll ask myself, could i have helped to prevent it? i really don't know. maybe i'm not so terribly close that i'll have a great impact, but as a good friend i may have been able to help in some way. the fact that i didn't makes me feel bad. and heartache to see this state. i can only wish you a speedy recovery dear. be strong.i'm looking forward to ending work so i'll have the time to do the things i want to do. but i'm not looking forward to leaving the office. like it or not, i've made friends there. even a godmother haha. it's a warm atmosphere, people care for each other and look out for one anth. i'll miss joey's grouses and funny actions and stern faces. i'll still see her at kms, but it's different. i kind of enjoy being her temp. it's been 3 and a half mths. time rly flies.i'm starting to slowly get back in shape. i'm terribly fat in the lower body. upper body i still can mian qiang accept. lower rly cnt. but. i eat healthily and just dance more! although tt'll jst make me heavier if i work my muscles up hiaz. my bmi is terrible can.piano concert is in 2 wks!!! quite exciting. i like the duet. i'm not so sure bout my vocal piece, it's v soft. i hate using the airy voice and i'm forced to this year. hiaz. i hope i dun throw face on the day. but still, looking forward!met up with dear wendy again! i miss you man. seriously. two completely different people who hit it off extremely well. so well such that i can call her one of my closer friends. rare. there's almost nth we have in common, other than 73 and ms chong, but somehow we are just tt close. i'm completely comfortable arnd her. so i start acting stupid -.- i love you my dear wendy! and yesterday was ur birthday too! dance dance dance. please, let my knees and ankles hold on. don't give way again.please.
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, June 07, 2008; 11:25 PM
