my own little world

ok well... since the end of dance night... we've had our arts fest performance too!
one last night of extreme highness, of makeup, of hairspray, glitter, the stage, mo ghile mear, hui xiang. it's rly the last time. we've spent so much time, energy and effort in it. from the first time the conception of the dance came, where liying n i were discussing in macs, then slowly, the dance took shape. wed nights in salt doing the choreo alone, listening and listening and listening to the same song everyday over and over again. teaching, learning, kou-ing. all just for those 3 nights. sometimes, it kind of seems like the effort wasn't jst worth 3 nights of presentation, but it's all we have. no joining competitions, seems like closing dates have all closed. but the important thing is, we've shared so much, learnt so much, gotten yet closer despite already being very close, sacrificed, and then thrown the raw emotions we've had about our 2 years in hc, and our gratitude towards our tchrs and fellow students, into the dance steps.

i've enjoyed it every single step of the way. there were irritating moments with insistent irritations, things that didn't go as well as planned, extra trips to stage image etc, but now, they all fade into unimportance. that we shone onstage is all i ever will remember.

well, and yesterday was a terribly busy but happy day. woke up at 7, went for hc dance (not running though), then left at 230, went home to shower and pack and slp for 10 mins, then met wufan to take train to bedok. liying apparently told us she'll be late but we met her on the same train, AT THE SAME CARRIAGE. seriously coincidental. and sk was on the same train too, but jst different carriage. then dinner with xie laoshi and xx at waraku till 10, with dear regina not knowing we were eating at waraku and not knowing night cycling was the same night -.- gelare trip, then bike rental. riding off!!! rode down the pretty scary park connector all the way to changi village. yanyin my riding kaki! missed talking to her about all that happened in our lives. she's one of those i'm not constantly close to, but when she's arnd, i wun hesitate in telling her anything. in other words, very close but not constantly in contact. sth like that. we spent most of the cycling trip taking the lead and talking a lot :) so at changi village, we ate a ton of nuggets and onion rings, saw a transvestite, and rode back to east coast. ate breakfast at 4am at macs! and then died on the beach. completely utterly exhausted grp of 10 ppl sprawled on the beach on top of each other. -.- extremely fun day!!! :))) once again, i love the dancers. i hate the thought tt we'll all b seperated soon, to different corners of the world, to different schs, only to meet up once every few mths or sth. we were so much more than that, yet circumstances have to force us to leave this society. as regina says: 我们死赖着不走。

back to work tmr, last wk! then... back to my tuition! sadly, dear liying is gg US for 2 wks, so no outings :( it's ok after she comes back then!

dance dance dance is starting to heat up for ny. :) dong tian and daidao. 1st august, esplanade. yay!!! looking forward! <3>

haha! i'm a happy dancer!

living in my fantasy world

on Sunday, May 25, 2008; 9:43 PM