well, it's all over. i can't say i'm not upset, although i made the decision. but i had to take so many things into account, and i was surprisingly rational this time round. i surprised myself again. i'm sorry i hurt you i've got the smu interview this thurs, USP one nxt tues. rawr. i'm stressed. i really dunno how things will turn out. i really really want to get into USP. we're all at a crossroad of our lives. anything that happens now will decide the course of our futures. we can't afford to screw up, yet we're mostly clueless about what we're gonna/supposed to do. so far, i've yet to find something that i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna study, like law for dajie. she's so extremely sure tt's what she's after. but me? i'm still wavering. i'm not too sure what i'll like to pursue in future. well, dance, for one. but tt's not much of a choice. RAWR. work's getting boring. i find myself so bored i feel sleepy. then i go for cups of milo. my record was 6 cups in an hr. as in, i can still do the work properly and efficiently, but it doesn't interest me. but the people there are DAMN FREAKING NICE :))) makes my day with all the small little things that people do. eg food -.- i'm still as pig as ever dance is getting better and better :) wufan's back in!!! on a sadder note... qianlei's pulled out :( well, things go on. we're left with about 45 secs in the dance. YES! although erm there's still q a portion of my part in frnt we've to settle rawr. i've no time!!! dun care. i'll like erm, not sleep or sth. but it's v v v fun! and pretty technical too oops. but i tink everyone's enjoying themselves! well at least our crapping time -.- although the venue things' q irritating. i find myself pretty pissed off. ok well back to look up stuff for the interviews. it's like practically the only thing that may save me, given my cringe-worthy grades.
living in my fantasy world
on Monday, April 07, 2008; 9:32 PM
