it's too close. far too close.it's 85 or so days to A levels. and where am i? nowhere. sometimes i wonder if things would be better if i retained. i'm jst not able to revise, completing my tutorials take up freaking lots of time. i'm worried. dajie keeps telling me not to give up on maths. but how? i've NEVER freaking passed it even ONCE. goh kaishi you complete cow/nincompoop. so how am i going to do well for A levels? anything below 3 As is considered bad. but judging frm my current standard i wun even be targetting any As. ahh away frm disgusting/depressing stuff. i got a new phone!!! so paiseh my mum upgraded her plan, and changed my phone for me since mine's insanely problematic. so i cn return jiaying's phone which i've been using cos mine cnt be used. it's a white 6288, which isn't a huge change frm my old 6280, but at least it'll be free of e problems tt've plagued me for so long because i've dropped e old one several times -.- when my dad extended his plan, i traded in my phone. now my mum extends her plan, and i change my phone too. e nxt one's mine. n my dad's getting e new phone. i'm feeling guilty as it is :s but yay! thanks dad n mum!oh i realised i didn't write about my birthday. haha tt went into my diary. but it suffices to say i got a lot of e things i've been meaning to buy!!! a new bag frm my class, a new bottle frm jiaying n yenjeong, harry potter frm my parents... and not to mention a HUMONGOUS food bag from e dancer family!!!let's list e stuff in e food bag: one cadbury milk choc bar, one kinder bueno, two herseys bar, one slice of coffee bean cheesecake, one box of oreo cookies andddd.... TWO HARD BOILED EGGS -.- haha was amused by e eggs. i've still got one bar of herseys and oreo cookies and the cadbury bar left! erm but i also ate up e chocs from other ppl -.- i've been busy eating chocs!!!dance is getting interesting! we've finished e dulaman routine's choreo!. it's insanely tiring. halfway thru i'll end up dying. AND.... we're running every sat -.- 2.4 this wk, at least 2.6 nxt wk. n penalty for being late to cca... one extra round every 5 mins u're late. joan ended up running 4km cos she was late 20 mins -.- ouch. n i realised i'm out of shape. gym gym here i come!-.-ok enough procrastinating. back to econs essay -.-maybe e nxt time i come here is after A levels haha. oh right. i'm sure i'll haf e willpower -.-
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, August 05, 2007; 3:38 PM
