it's amazing how a bunch of people who haven met for 9823465860 years can just come together and click again, without missing a beat, catching up on their respective lives, and still dancing together.going back to nycd was worth it, although i ended up having my chem remedial cancelled. it's gg to be on thurs from now on :(seeing all my batch mates frm nycd jst made me so excited. it's been so long. but there was nvr an awkward moment, and in a minute we were all transported back to the times we had in the past. watching the jnrs dance made me feel so much like jumping in and joining them, and performing for the nineth anniversary too. so many emotions, colours, and LOVE. for nycd, for nanyang. i still can't believe i've left for a year and a half. i've kept on dancing, like i promised laoshi. and myself, although for me it's more to keep my sanity. back to nycd. after the rehearsal was over, we took over the studio floor. somehow, not too many memories pressed upon me this time round, perhaps time has really blurred the edges, leaving nice happy memories but won't force me to feel that rush of emotions like it used to. sitting there wif jac, thinking about how we felt about being back in e studio again, and talking to laoshi, and seeing all the familiar faces and familar sights. and i realise i'll be forever in love with the thing i fell in love with in sec 4. nycd. it's like a love story that goes on and on, and has no end, although there are great blank periods when it doesn't seem to exist, where such a wonderful place just doesn't seem real anymore. y? y? y did we ever have to leave, if we hadn't we might not have the sadness laoshi spoke about. and our own bouts of sadness too. and we wouldn't haf to see each other in our respective uniforms, and think about the different worlds we live in now. mrs teo asked any of us to do the choreography for bits of the anniversary. jac, xiao and i were deeply tempted. although i'm not too sure i'll do a good job. but in e end, good sense won out. pragmatism at its peak. due to our horrible grades, we didn't take it up. but i suppose it'll be all for our own good. jiao zi date at laoshi's house on the 28th! whoever's from nycd batch '05, it's on the 28th july!!! details not out yet, but it's pretty confirmed :D and xx's treating e exco of '06 on 21. two consecutive saturdays with things to really look forward to!!! and... we've come to the conclusion that we've signed ourselves for a torture camp every sat. areas with bruises already: BOTH knees, left elbow, arc of left foot. potential areas where i believe bruises will surface by tmr: arc of right foot, my toes, my cheek( yes, my face got banged), both the mid upper arms, my butt, my neck, lower back. interesting? oh yes. this makes me wonder why i chose this. and the the irrational side that loves dance wins this argument again -.- but i do love this dance that we're learning now, although i still haven gotten enough stamina and strength to do the routine till e end properly, i keep having to tell myself not to think about how tired i am halfway through, and push on. it's seriously the most tiring dance i've ever learnt lol.no more ice jelly for me. it's not tt nice after all. i still prefer e one ah ma makes. chendol, ur fan is back!!! -.- in suelynn's words, u retard.you raise me up, to more than i can be
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, July 14, 2007; 9:51 PM
