poopkapongkeplang. i know that din make much sense. it din to me too! but it jst came to me and i said it out in frnt of e com so i typed it down -.-anyway,exams are over :Di've no idea y, but it's not e extremely excited sort of mood. it's jst, oh ok, it's over. i guess it's e knowledge that i'll have to start studying like i did over the june holidays again in about 2 wks, since prelims are also v near. oh maybe there's e added stuff like:bio: din do 20 marks. as in empty. that's discounting the marks for qns i wrote rubbish for. maths: din complete 50 marks worth of qns. plus the overall projected grade for the cohort is S. and what am i? i'm belong average. so it mean... i'm getting a U again. after studying so hard and practising so much this time. so much for hoping to do well in maths for once. i'm sorry wufan:( chem: the hardest chem paper i ever sat for. i know, i said the same thing the last blk test, but this time surpasses even that. hwa chong gets better everyday man. try thi: our paper was supposed to end at 915. at 9 oclock, i was at qns 19 out of 20 for mcq. the rest jst does not deserve mention. econs: nth better either. forgot wat happens in monetary policy. there goes a 10 mark DRQ qns.gp: ...but apparently when i state all these statistics to people they think i sound happy about it. i'm not, it's jst tt there's really nth i cn do about it. might as well be happy in the here and now, and enjoy these 2 wks b4 e results are out.hmm suddenly feel like burying myself in blankets and slping till nxt yr. when i'll actually have things like 2 dance nights to look forward to. and i'm going to make up for all my lost slp!!! finallyj2 farewell this coming sunday. it's too soon, too soon. '06 exco's last meeting this wed, to round up everything we've to round up, and to conclude out time as exco of hwachong chinese dance. i'm reluctant. very much so. although there were hard times, such as syf and dance night where we really slogged out hearts out, and i usually slpt at 12 jst cos of watching the videos to prepare for cca the nxt day, or else feel the sort of bone deep exhaustion, there were good times too. i still remember out very first mtg as exco. at kap. in the blink of an eye, we're handing over. thanks wufan, for pushing me so much -.- i'm sure we wouldn't haf pulled off everything without u always keeping at our backs :) i've made mistakes and made you angry, i'm sorry! but u've been a great pres :Dthanks regina, for being our wonderful vp who keeps everyone's spirits up all e time :) and never fail to make us amused, but still be able to get serious when times require it. and of course, being crazy with me. i haven found anth person who does e weird things to music that you will do wif me!!! plus lots of others.junyan. for taking such good care of the accounts etc etc. so that we'll still be able to get the things we need without running out of funds! and being one of e VERY few people whom i can scream about disgusting bio papers wif during cca. Li Ying! my fellow dance ic. and urs is e only name i typed properly since u told me tt time in reading rm u hated ppl writing ur name inaccurately -.- haha omg we had retarded times learning alilang at my place, watching ur laptop in e pe studio while learning wuminghua, sourcing for costumes at bugis and all e other things non dance related :Dfengjun aka dajie! feels weird calling you fj. thanks for all nvr failing to be there when i nd you. and for keeping our costumes/makeup/props/aiyar everything in safe and good order! plus all the emotional support :D and a more pragmatic view of things cos i tend to look at the heart n neglect e brain -.- and jst for being jie :Dwangye. also for taking such good care of things aka e above i typed for fj! and pei-ing me roam e sch sometimes -.- i think we did tt twice, but e longer time was e liting concert time haha. oh no i'll miss exco. and dancers. dance today felt weird without any other j2, thanks to their physic exam nxt wk. e last time at least liying was there, although out of action. i love e j1s, but it's jst not e same wo my batchmates. i'll miss them :(things jst aren't e same anymore. i'm still as comfortable, as open with the dancers as i was, but aft dance night, and we din haf anymore pracs everyday, things seem weird when i dun see them everyday. no more regina's antics, wufans' promptings, xinying's overdone handstands, sk's shen gong for being able to rmb EVERYTHING etc etc even wufan scolding me like that time so we've reached yet anth milestone. that of leaving hccd. in name only of course, we'll still belong to it, but it's a milestone nontheless. i'm watching my life sail past me. and i still have no idea what i want to do with it. before i know it, i'll be out in society. eww. and i've still yet to consider what i want to take in uni. yay. i'm hungry again.
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, June 30, 2007; 7:27 PM
