i really haven't spent much time with my family since jc started. yesterday proved that.went changi for dinner (thanks to my incessant bugging of daddy to bring me there for er wat's tt called? lala isit? some shellfish thingy) and we went! and then we walked arnd changi beach for a while. and went to watch airplanes lift off and land. and then i was thinking how long it's been since we went out tgt and then MUMMY says exactly the same thing -.- and yes, i do miss the kind of slacky moments we have tgt when we walk like erm 1 km per hr or less. and jst enjoying each others' company. and since we were at changi sea sports club, was rmd of sabbaticals. -.- kinda miss floating on e sea for wat? 2 or was it 3 days? carn rmb haha.cca yesterday was the most fun i've had since erm quite a LONNGGG while ago. i've come to a conclusion: i've become really really slack mentally. xx used to whack us a lot with new routines and stuff to learn, and i was kept on my toes with 100% concentration. but the past few months i've been not fully focussed, and jst gg through e motions of doing whatever dancing we were doing. i'll rmd myself of all the things like turn out, extend, spot, and control and what not, but i wasn't FULLY FOCUSSED. but he forced us to learn 3 new routines yesterday, of which i screwed up one VERY BADLY cos i wasn't paying attention ( it was e first one) and i admit, i was lazy to learn it. rawr. but after that i rly woke up! and then i realised my slackiness over the pass few months. rawr GOH KAI SHI you suck. seriously big time. i hope he does this more often now to keep me in peak dancing condition mentally.oh wait. we've ONE MORE session with him. unless mummy allows me to go back on saturdays after dance night. i really study better when i have dance, really. and it's only ONE day per wk. i hope/pray/yearn that she allows. and then we practiced technique again :DDDD en dehor/en de(dang forgot how to spell) pirouettes, 踏步翻生， etc. omg had so much fun!!! and i'm rmd of the times when we used to spend all our time after cca on wednesdays till 8 practising all that he's taught us. and how i miss it. it's impossible now, we've got too many things going on, our studies are pressing us, other people need our help, we just can't have time to practise on our own anymore. not in e morning b4 assembly, not after sch, and definitely not at hm. and that makes me sad. really really sad. i miss dancing the way we used to last year b4 promo/blk tests.and i know we wun be able to go back to then. but surprisingly, my pleasant mood today doesn't allow for emo-ing. good. cos i seriously have a lot of work to do. combined sports meet tmr. yay nanyang GO!!! tchrs PLEASE win chinese high and hc college in inter-sch race! you all always do and will tmr!!! :DDD-and nanyang still entices me more.
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, April 29, 2007; 1:54 PM
