10 days away.
TEN FREAKING SHORT DAYS.
was gg to talk bout cca. but but but i ended up at friendster for a while. and sth prompted me to read all my past testimonials. and once again i end up in a nostalgic mood.
barremates shuhui and liying in nycd. somehow e ppl with overactive sweat glands end up tgt. we nvr fail to entertain ourselves with our ability to sweat buckets while the rest are still TOTALLY dry. and both wrotes testimonials which mention this -.- backcracker past. i'm not too sure i can still crack ppl's back anymore. but like more than half my testimonials mentioned my backcracking ability -.- makes me think back to my flexible days. i'm chao unflex compared to last time now. but it's not like any of e dancing i'm doing nw requires it anyway. oh but dance night does. ok maybe it's time to start stretching. standing behind hannah during assembly +labmate who cuts up all specimens into bits during bio lab and cops my ans for watever we were supposed to have done -.- but quite entertaining all e same. and wang laoshi's pretty shoes. hiaz. and liting liting liting former lover (huh? i used to haf bad taste lol!!! omg liting's gonna kill me if she sees this) current jiefu. long bus rides, trips to westmall etc wif jie. funny eunice in history lesson in electric elephant mode. liying being violent during cca. our jokes about piling up ourselves in youxin's car to compete wif her bro's friends to see who can squeeze more ppl into the car to tompang. nycd taking over the now defunct cafe watever, the long tables (no longer existent) in kap. the eight of us in 413 as a clique. eating cai fan everyday until anth uncle took over and the food became bad. lifeskills camp etc. meiling my emo-buddy/fellow liu ren wu-er/mad insane person (who is incidentally in MAD now. woah fits her). my lesmate cheryl, e three jnrs cheryl bianca lianghui who i used to steal away. sheena who gave me tt pillow tt's still on my bed tt i hug to slp everynight. (oops i nvr wrote tt letter i owe her) chen laoshi. the best tchr anyone could have, who cared so much for each and every single one of us, who was always present any time we wanted to help us in our dancing. who choreographed OUR dance. daidaoshanhualanmanshi. the dance studio that was home. funny makeup and meiling's eyeliner not staying on her eyelids. esplanade.
oh goodness there's jst so many so many so many things. and i concentrated on upper sec. see? nanyang was truly home.
back to reality. hccd's home too. but i carn rly say so for hc. it's getting better each day, but it's still not comparable.
10 days to syf. xx say's we're on track. i carn say e same. in ny, 10 days away, we were PERFECT. here? we've got ppl still UNSURE of their moves. omg. and honestly, i'm tired. i'm tired, and i say the wrong things. luckily i realise what i say wrong and correct them like i did today. rawr. see? if i go wrong many ppl go wrong too. rawr. we've TWO sessions left wif laoshi. and7 sessions on our own. before i became dance ic, i used to nd only to think for myself. now i've to think for myself and everyone else too, to find ways to make sure everyone undsts n can do it. i'm not complaining, i enjoy it most of e time. but it doesn't mean i'm not tired. not tired of it, jst lei. and getting sore throat too, 7 days before concert.
feeling bloated now. slow response i'm only jst feeling the aftermath of my chicken chop/ bubble tea meal.
wendy! do take care. even though i noe u dun read this haha.
dancers. the final week. we must hang on in there, and push on. dun burn out. we're all stronger than we think. we jst nd to rest enough, hydrate enough. and WORK HARD. together, as a society, we'll do it. like i said, we've a long way to go. but we've to cover that long distance in 10 days. so stick to it. jiayou. we can do it. HCCD.
rach's coming over tmr :D finally.
go dancers
dancers woosh! <333
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, April 07, 2007; 5:42 PM
