yet anth post on nostalgic memories
listening to accidentally in love. which brings back memories of the time when i'm perpeptually high. and always happy and it was my fav song. it no longer is. i still enjoy listening to it, but perhaps i've mellowed. edge of a dream and gates of dawn has taken over. softer, gentler, sweeter. and with more meaning too. as to the high and happy part, well dancers and dancerfamily can say that i'm still high n always happy, but hey, u ppl make me happy we meet everyday. i carn say e same for others. which means u all get to see my real high and happy side. :D
jie says we din use to click so well in sec sch cos i'm super loud and yar, enthu. but here, i'm still tt way but i've settled more. and dunno. sth like that. and liying says i was REALLY loud in sec 3 n 4 when she got to noe me. not that i'm not now. but still. and that rmded me of tt convo with joy, marlene xinying. when marlene suddenly asked us, do we think we've changed. i couldn't rly ans then, except to say i tink i did, but i dunno where. upon reflection, i tink i've mellowed out. i'm still enthusiastic, but i leave my enthusiasm for more worthy things. and i realise i dun trust ppl anymore. except for maybe one person, anyone i met after leaving ny has not become ppl i can fully trust. i've listed on several occasions who i trust and love, and they remain the same ppl. somehow, i can't bring myself to trust ppl anymore. maybe because i've been hurt before. or maybe i jst saw the less perfect sides to ppl when i used to think everyone was nice and trustable and i loved everyone. perhaps it's for e better though, i'm better equipped to protect myself now. and the people whom i've chosen to trust while i was still in sec sch has not failed me, so i'm keeping to them. just them.
tues was interesting. cca. haha again, we self entertained. although i still feel we've a LONNGGGGG way to go, there's been some inprovement. and then we got our OH MY GAWD I'M SO FREAKING FAT shirts as well as e proper dance tee :D and i've concluded i shld shout stupid phrases less what if they end up on anth shirt??? haha and e jnrs may get and oOH MY GAWD series. theirs would be: OH MY GAWD! MY FRINGE or OH MY GAWD XUNXI! entertaining. and xunxi gets a shirt too. and he wears it. and ppl ask, who's xunxi? and then... haha ME. entertaining rite??? ok nvm i'm easily amused. the fringe phrase is courtesy of DA. heh.
aft cca went poolside restaurant wif jie and liying. i realised e most efficient of us is jie. cos she's always waiting for us. liying took 9513853515 years to get ready in the toilet. i take 9513587354 years to eat. lol. poor thing.
den... went to several places wif liying. queensway, where i persuaded her not to buy tt pair of shoes. siao. then to stage image, to collect her leotard. and to eat pretty cakes. :D not tt fantastic tasting though. then last stop tiong bahru. for her to make her specs. -.- and to see doctor for her hand. and erm yar the whole trip was pretty entertaining lar. as usual. NG LIYING YOU ENTERTAIN ME A LOT :D
and i got entertaining msgs frm liying n liting during chem/bio lab tt day. saved me cos i was having drastically bad mood swing for some weird no reason. felt amused and happier after those stupid msgs. although they basically jst suaned me again -.-
haiz no more mugging at liting's hse tmr. i'm sad. nvm still studying wif liying in sch. :D hopefully i'll be efficient again!
oh no nw listening to jinsha's songs. i miss miss miss jinsha and the whole nov/dec hols so much! we've had so much fun as a batch tgt, insane practices, fun performances, entertaining food trips arnd westmall, file making and basically a lot of bonding. u really cant bring time back. if only. i wouldn't mind living forever within nov/dec of 2006.
i love the jnrs. i really do. but nth. compares. to.
HCCD 2006our batch rawks. really does.dancers woosh!
living in my fantasy world
on Wednesday, March 14, 2007; 8:55 PM
