exhaustion sets in again.i'm not even sure my brain is working. it's this bone weariness. and i tink a lot has to do with that. i'm so sick and tired of it. i shld stop wasting my time. but how to?interview skills core module tmr. 好不想去。i dun wanna miss cca. and then nxt wk will leave me with 91283747 things to catch up on. rawr. and i wun be able to learn quickly enough, because i'm so tired.i'm growing to dread them. them as in times, not ppl.my brain feels fuzzy. my eyes feel wierd. i shld go to bed.but i hvn done work since i came home after doing half of complex no. tutorial in sch wif jie. i've eaten dinner, read the pprs, STONED A WHOLE LOT OF TIME, showered and sat in frnt of e com. just not done any homework. rawr guilty. NEVER FORGET.every morning we meet at the ct benchto put our bags and have a chat.for two whole years, we did the same, until we graduate.pe, lectures and much more tutorials were the things we could expectthe left and right wings, the bridge across, were the places we all shared.years down the road will we get to meet one anotherwill things ever be the samewill we still be friends forevernvr will we ever forget all the times we've had in hwa chongall the days we spent, hand in hand, playing to our heart's contentwe will always be together, heart to heart we'll conquer all the loneliness, the emptiness,cos hwa chong will always be there.it has some time since we've gathered in this place where we first met.the times where we used to share together,oh how can we forget?many things have changed since we've moved onbut there's one thing that stays the same.the hwa chong spirit, in you and me,an eternal burning flame.years down the road we will still be here to see one anotherthough things may not be the same we will still be friends forever.nvr will we ever forget all the times we've had in hwa chong
all the days we spent, hand in hand, playing to our heart's content
we will always be together, heart to heart we'll conquer all the loneliness, the emptiness,
cos hwa chong will always be there.the snrs came back today for the release of the a level results. sends back a wave of nostalgia. saw so many familiar faces, and also unfamiliar ones. pw results will be delayed for 2 wks, or so i heard. but i'm not too sure how true it is. will this be the scenario when we come back in one year's time? i've no idea. but i'm quite certain we wun be the cause of a one day holiday in celebration of good results. yes, monday's a sch declared holiday. WELL DONE SNRS :) erm no dun get me wrong, i'm not jst happy bout the holiday. i've heard of some of your results, you guys are fantastic :) but sets a really high target for us to hit nxt year though. shit, '06sers are so gonna die. >.<apparently my brain is still functioning. no wait i think i nd junk food again. had lunch at 1040 today. and AGAIN at 3. and plus an additional pack of choc chip cookies. and came back to dinner at 7 plus. actually it's no wonder junquan keeps saying hey kaishi you look bigger. technically i keep gaining weight, at the rate i'm eating -.- so maybe i shld stop thumping him each time he says that cos it's my own fault. rawr.and when i dun even noe what i'm doing, how can i kou? and when all i feel are doubts, how can i reassure people, and teach?sometimes i wonder if my internal organs are withering. sometimes the sensations or rather emotions that i feel mirror what i would expect to feel if my organs, like my kidneys and stomach etc start withering.became a part of the bone marrow registry. apparently i'm not a generous person with regard to the amt of blood i cough up to the test thingy -.- quite amused by that guy. rawr i carn take it anymore. i'm going to bed. good night.
living in my fantasy world
on Friday, March 02, 2007; 9:18 PM
