HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!oh dear. it's 2007 already. time to recap all tt's happened in this year.started off with ajc. i still rmb the fun during orientation. traba joso acero! sadly, e only person i'm still in touch wif regularly is zi jiang. hiaz. then 2206. i'll nvr forget. our late thurs pe session. good news cafe potatoes that we eat like 984384387 times everyday. cca dance. although it was only a few sessions but i enjoyed it. the day we encountered a snake in the canal in frnt of aj. damn scary cos the snake was huge! and the release of o levels results! i can't say i expected it. n honestly, i was disappointed. don't kill me. but as in, when u get 3 unexpected A2s when u expected A1s is a big disapointment. then posting. the day before posting was thursday. again, our late day where we end at almost 7. we brought all our photos frm younger and more innocent days and had fun laughing at each other. pe. everyone came finally, because it was the last one. we took our time at the end. buying drinks, gg toilet, strolling. but finally, reality sets in. we're all leaving each other. hugs, tears, the scene at the mrt. heartbreaking. we've gone our seperate ways, but in our hearts, the memories will always remain. 2206, ajc. then hc. coming here was like a dream. planning, aiming for so many years. finally. but i wanted to go sam's class i rmb. n was disappointed when i knew i'm in s73. but then everything got really fun. 73 was wonderful. we played a lot. studied erm a little. camp was really fun. tcp n outdoor cooking etc. but after blks, things took a downturn. i started avoiding the class when i could. watever breaks i had common with dajie, liying n liting, i went with them. for it was with them i felt happy and comfortable. and it STILL is with them that i feel the happiest and most comfortable. now things are better cos i've taken a more positive view of things. the fact that i missed every class gathering this hols is not my fault, it's really i couldn't go. things WILL be better this year. s73.dancers. oh where to start. ok at the beginning. i have to admit. i was really really upset in the beginning cos we were a really segregated bunch. we din care much. we din work hard. i rmb e wed nights dancing with liting liying n dajie. but tt's all i can rmb about that time. we had e perf at woodlands which was quite a fiasco. then the seminar, which is e only time i did tt mongolian dance even though everyone did it FIVE times. qian hong was there too, i rmb. then was maf. that stupid injury which my left foot is still very weak. than open hse. and the oldfolk hm. all this time i could only sit n watch. i was useless. but i shan't think about that time anymore. it's over. frm now on, i'm going to take good care of both my feet. such things wun happen again. i started loving hccd really frm the holidays. we had intensive trainings! up to 5 times a wk omg. quite insane. but we pulled it off, despite the small attendance. JINSHA! mc, ckp, fish, sunbird, funky hair etc etc. it was a hilariously fun time. wufan n lichan running off to eat all e time. wufan n xinyings extra large helpings of food at gelare. dress codes. takign photos. tt stupid headdress of mine. and then there was dance camp. fun! but really really tiring. a lot was done, we got closer. the people who missed the camp n jinsha really missed a lot, for it was where dancers got closer, more motivated, more united. i can feel it. but nvr md we'll continue the momentum and push on n motivate all the rest, plus the new jnrs coming in! dancer mugging camp. oh we got loads done! and we had fun. plus we pigged out. (the most undancerish thing u can think of -.-) keep it up dancers! dancers whoosh! (with lan hua shou)family. there's been a lot of ups and downs. a lot of things have happened. quarrels, disagreements etc, but there's been alot of fun times too. cameron was the highlight of this year for the family. honestly, for most of us at this age, we confess that family is nvr high on our priority list. quite a lot of my friends have acknowledged that fact. it's wrong, but it's what's happening. my only hope is that i can manage my time better and spend more time with my family. i regret a lot of things this year. i could have managed a lot of things much better. i hope i wun have so many regrets nxt year.nanyang. meeting with my old ny friends are times stolen frm reality. we laugh, play, eat, and whatever else we do. but it's always the most fun. nycd batch 06 with laoshi at ding tai feng. all the photo taking along orchard. super paiseh, but yet incredibly fun. laoshi says i looked happier than i did at ny. san re wu with the statues. our black n white chocolates. super funny. and then there's my clique frm 413. it's all been incredibly fun. i miss everything. somehow, i wish i can go back to the wonderful and sheltered life i led at ny, where the threat of getting retained has nvr been a worry for me. and the people were all nice and wonderful. nanyang is truly a place which i can nvr leave.2006. it's been a year filled with fun and regrets. but having said that, i dun believe i regret going through it. i've learnt alot. i've grown up frm a sheltered nanyang girl to becoming who i am today. i've learnt more about human nature that i've ever done. i've learnt what i means to work hard. what i did at nanyang cannot be considered working hard. honestly. i've learnt to treasure the people arnd me, the ones who will always be there. and the ones who are always there, you know who you are. THANK YOU SO MUCH for everything. and for the ones who've made me miserable at times, thank you too. u've made me grow up, u've made me learn. and now i close one important chapter of my life, 2006. but with me i'll carry the dreams, hopes and lessons that i've experienced and formed last year into 2007. yes indeed.happy 2007 everyone!
living in my fantasy world
on Monday, January 01, 2007; 11:57 AM
