i was happy this morning. then my sister had to insist she din want to study today. and i'm supposed to tutor her in e hopes that she'll do better than she had previously. i'm really feeling very disappointed. but i dun see y i shld be. after all, it's her who's taking the exams. and it's this thursday, for goodness' sake. and she just came in and ordered me: i give you 10 seconds to prepare, and u give me one sweet before u start tuition. what kind of attitude is this! if she felt guilty, she shld ask properly. wat 10 secs. rubbish. damn pissed. when i opened this browser i was going to blog about the dance yesterday. but now i'm too pissed to do it. i just feel like strangling her.dun care. i dun give a damn about her anymore. if she wants to fail again, let her be. it's only primary sch. i can only imagine her what her future will be like if she can fail primary sch. after all, i was one of those who felt bad whenever they scored below 90 in primary sch, and then i scored 60 sth in secondary sch, and now i'm failing. so all the best to my wonderful sister.anyway. yesterday. haha xx came for cca wif us. he made all of them ban tui, after going so long without doing that. and wat's the jibe about ny's style of posing with pretty ban tui's??? it's nice ok. and he indirectly implied that i'm a vase cos he said all those who pose with ban tui's are like vases. right, thanks a lot.haha but dun care. then he started on rehearsals le. whoa. he's damn scary now. scolded q a bit for small things. but come to think of it, it's all to do with a dancer's discipline too. so yep. cny dance. nice nice nice!!! me n liting got all excited halfway through when he was teaching us. omg omg omg! haha n since i couldn't do properly still, thanks to my leg, i was learning at the back. and his choreography managed to make me sweat with just 53 seconds with me not even doing properly. -.- haha but it's really nice! can see that it's gg to be a very exciting 4 mths, but scary too cos he'll be barking all the way through.but i'm worried. cos he's really testing everyone's stamina now. with all the trngs n stuff. and i still haven danced for so long... and while everyone's stamina is gg up, mine is gg down cos i'm not even exercising for fear of aggravating my leg. it's not even staying at normal level, it's just gg down. i'm really gg to die under cny dance, provided i heal in time to actually be in it at all.we cut out jian zhi gu niang frm dance nite, and replaced it with cny instead. quite disappointing, but it was e funding. we wun be able to get e costumes as they're quite expensive... since we're gg to have to spend on e cny performance anyway, we might as well just use it. so tt's there. we're left with wu ming hua and xing ah li lang. costumes problem!!! goodness.and now dear kaiwen demands that i apologise to her b4 commencing tuition. ! wat's that supposed to mean. she's in the wrong in every way. i dun suppose daoing her at this point of time is wrong, since i really am too angry to reply her when she started e 10 secs thing. anything that comes out of my mouth would have been too strong. so i din say anth. now she's climbing all over my head. heck her. it's her exam; if she can't be bothered about it, i can't be either.spoil my day. shit u.
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, October 24, 2006; 10:31 AM
