i have got absolutely nth to do.and you might say that i could have gone swimming, since i always used to do so at this time on sundays. but i just dun feel like it. and the television has nvr held much attraction to me. not that there's anth worth watching now. maybe syf opening dvd again. all i feel like doing is. dancing. oh nvr md.anyway, i wanna wanna wanna go commercial book press and buy up all the tao li bei competition dvds/vcds. and then spend my time all locked up in my room watching. or rather, my parents rm since i do not have a tv/player in my rm. i want to fix my tagboard but i have no idea how. or maybe i'm just too lazy.i need to talk. but i guess i'm lazy too. and besides, everyone's busy.the world is such a wonderful place. i DON'T doubt.now i realise y books hold such a temptation for me. they used to provide me with avenues for my imagination to run wild, and to create a world of my own. but now, they do the same thing, only with the added bonus of helping me escape reality. since reality is so harsh.getting exactly the same grades for promos as i did for blks is not exactly a huge motivation. it's still DDUU, just that econs and chem swapped the D and U. and dun ask me how i already noe my results. studying for maths is just totally useless. i studied quite hard for it, and yet the verdict is still and UNGRADED. i go into the examination and see qns that i've practiced before, but somehow i'm just unable to do them. i flip and flip the pages, write a bit of rubbish, and voila. UNGRADED. getting U should be harder. THERE'S JUST NO POINT.i miss a lot of things. i miss nanyang badly. nycd really really badly. 4/13. the eight of us. ajc- acero and 2206. 06S73 when i first came in. people whom i used to be on good terms with but are now not really. dance. it's been ages. and it's still going to be anth age before i can dance again.rawrrr when did i become this whiny. i hate myself. and i'm constantly fearful too. but of this no one noes. no one at all.
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, October 15, 2006; 10:17 AM
