things to look forward to AFTER PROMOS:1. keep going back to nycd!!!2. dancer family outing!!!3. ding tai feng date wif suelynn mq n ppl!4. outging wif joy yuwei xinying n ppl!5. MEET CARMEN. after 987246728346 years.6. possible hccd chalet. :D7. AJ class outing???8. AJ clique outing??? i'll try to initiate!9. meet aga n zeling10. haha slack in general.11. ooh not to forget MAF on 7th oct! erm ok i'll feel weird doing that dance. but e celebrations shld be fun!!!whooots!i'm so happy!motivated man.anyway...my doctor says i shld not go running anymore cos it's not good for my ankle and knees. he recommends swimming haha. see! it's not lazy anymore if i choose not to run k!it's on doctor's advice. but haha he says DANCE IS OK. :DDD ooh guess wat he did? he took this mini hammer and started hammering my whole foot. got prickly feeling. and he did that for more than half an hr!!! damn funny. -.- i'm good moodish nowadays!cos i kan kai le.:Dor maybe cos it's e hols and i dun nd to face her, or rather them, that much.gossip session yesterday!!! like omg gossiped frm 1030 to 2 plus, then lunch frm 2 to 4 plus was full of gossip too. and then tried to work frm 4 plus to 6, but ended up gossiping a lot too!!! so fun!!! ding tai feng!!!i'm supposed to blow dry my feet. -.-i nvr appreciated how pretty the view on the fourth floor is. given that i'm mildly scared of heights, i dun really look arnd while i'm on the fourth floor of block A. today studied frm 2 plus to 6 plus there. it's quite enjoyable as long as i dun go too near the edge. then i get naseous. haha. but yay! cleared org chem mechanisms!!! :Dmiss ny a lot after listening to that cd that has e music that ny always plays after assembly while we walk back to our classes. that all the mundane day to day happenings floated back. it's not just those significant days which are so important. the walking back to class, talking and laughing; recess rushing to queue for local delight; walking to the dance studio; several english lessons in the library... and the thought of the day i found out was the day they were clearing all our records frm the library computer last year made my heard cramp all over again. there are so many memories so dear to me in ny. it seems so impossible it goes on without us, but it does. it's like we never set foot in it. but i noe better. we've left a mark there. whereever it is, it's there. and we'll never leave. at least, some of us won't. nanyang. will i ever feel the same way for hwa chong? i still dun feel a sense of belonging. nor do i feel happy there. not really anyway.i wanna train my flexibility back. right leg oversplit on the chair actually HURT. like omg. it nvr used to. ok after promos.arhhhh!!!! everything's banking on promos. and after promos. shit man. promos suck.gates of dawn! shld tell ms chong my decision. i dun wanna sing it cos it's too nice n i'll just spoil the song. besides, it's not really in my vocal range.dry throat.very very extraordinary people in my life.
living in my fantasy world
on Friday, September 08, 2006; 10:27 PM
