i cannot believe some people are just so CHILDISH!!!told jie n liting le. haven told liying cos i haven seen u around!!!omg lar. just cannot stand man. but i wun let this person get me down!!! whoots!new lines being redrawn. i kind of like it, given the current situation. and it helps me settle down to study. and get to noe more people better.and i hate it when i have to miss talking to rach on the phone cos of work or watever. pisses me off cos i had to hang up only after 4 mins talking to her just now. wth. ahh but she's coming back to singapore soon i guess.and dajie's sick!!! wat happened!!! oh no jie take care!!! i feel like calling in sick tmr too. but got cca. cannot. -.-chem prac was interesting.i'm drained. sometimes i really feel like giving up. studying the most i have ever done, dealing with people i'd rather not deal with, trying to maintain diplomatic relations, ignoring things that is right in front of me, having to give up what i love, losing people whom i care for....all these are starting to take their toll on me. i just dunno how much more i can take. maybe i'll burn out before the end of this year, drop school and die or something. at this point in time, that sounds like a better option.i realised how short each paragraph is. i'm just too tired to elaborate on each point. look back through my blog to see how long it's been happening. it's been more than two months. no wonder i'm so tired. and slightly numb. well, more than slightly. i'm glad.looking at some of my friends so happy makes me wonder. when will it be my turn to be too? but i'm honestly glad for them. nitwit oddment blubber tweak.i love it how some songs can instantly lift your spirits. don't you? eg. GATES OF DAWN, FOREVER, TURNING.and some songs that gives you goosebumps no matter how many times u've heard it: EDGE OF A DREAMi can't believe you din tell me.obviously i'm not important enough. nvr md then.goodbye for real.i seriously can't wait for promos to be over.if it's like this now, what will it be like a week away from promos?i've got to learn to let go.i'm the dust in the wind.the wind in the trees.the star in the northern sky.would you wait for me?forever.
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, August 22, 2006; 8:30 PM
