ahh i noe it's been erm only half an hour since i last blogged, but since saturday's the only time i let myself blog i might as well. hmm -.-anyway.yar new maid. i cannot stand the old one, but i feel sad for letting her go just like that. no idea y. was quite shocked when i came hm from cca and the person who opened the door was totally different. erm i still haven really gotten her name yet. ahh well. a brand new start. AND BRAND NEW SOCKS. i din dare to get new ones while gina was still here cos she'll just wash till they die and get all springless again. so later we are gg to go out and get NEW SOCKS for the family cos everyone's is all springless!!! is there even such a word. ahh nvr mind.and my mum wants to throw away my ny uniforms. cos she decided to spring clean while showing the new maid around, and came upon my old uniforms. and say she wants to throw. i have rescued them frm potentially gg down the rubbish chute already :Dseriously, other than adding testimonials for friends u're really close to, wat's the point of friendster? yes, i noe u find your old friends, and then u add them, and then WHAT? you add them online and talk to them? no, or at least, not in my case. i add them or accept them and then full stop. that's it.anyway, just went back to nycd's blog. damn sad to see again that my blog link is now under the column SENIORS. i dun want that. i nvr wanted it. wat i want is to forever remain a SEC FOUR. wif my batch mates.seriously. isit just me n the ppl arnd me, or is jc life really that lacking? cos the few of us seem pretty miserable. i will be suicidal if not for the three of u arnd! heh we shoulder each other's burden tgt! and haha yirene asked me y my hse snacks all so healthy one. BECAUSE I CHOOSE DE! cos i brought that bag of raisins to school last week, and yesterday was oatmeal squares both of which are very healthy! haha but both are very nice too so :Di should go and do work. ahh but no motivation.i really really really nd to work really really really hard to erase the two Us from my progress report. cos the criteria to continue wif 4 H2 subjects is NO Us. which is like impossible. chem may be possible given that i've got a chem teacher who's efficient and somehow makes me feel like doing my tutorials and that i seem to like chem nowadays, but maths is a gonner. like NO WAY. ahhh!!!! NG LIYING SAVE ME!!! since you like maths so much. and pls lar. go study a combi of subjects, dun just study maths. :D u still nd to be promoted u noe! haha joking. liting!!! MONDAY IS COMING!!! study tgt!!!! yay! oh wait. i nd to do project wif qiuju on monday. hmm. aiyar i'll see wat i can do -.-i want to mug wif u!!! haha actually i tink it's excuse for us to talk. if not we got so little time to talk! i want to talk to liting!!!!and jie wahahahaha! i like our letters! ur last one gave me such a warm feeling. i kept reading it during bio prac cos i was feeling damn depressed. den make me feel so much better! and u made me so touched that i teared in bio prac and ying cheng sitting beside me asked me y i cried. heh i love u dajie! i tell u, i just read the birthday letter u gave me LAST YEAR. i'm so touched again!!! ahhh!!!!wahaha and then it's my mugging partner. LIYING! haha we get to talk a lot these few days. or maybe it's just yesterday. i dunno. but dun think too much! u've always got us!!! and ME!!! haha eating in the bookshop is weird. TREAT ME TO POTATO CHIPS!!! and study chem and physics too ok! econs is quite crappy. DUN JUST STUDY MATH!!! heh! i am always here! ahh. my life revolves arnd the 3 of them nowadays.i dun mind, cos I LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT. anywhere else with anyone else and i lose all energy and hyperness. hmm. but i'm doing a good acting job!!! :D hmm ok i din mean that smiley. but aiyar wth. dun care le.-the wheels of the heart keep yearning for the sound of the singing soul-hmm i cannot resist anymore. i shall put the lyrics of GATES OF DAWN here. it's nice nice nice nice and i cannot stop listening to it! daddy says i'll spoil the cd cos i put it on repeat mode for just one song for HOURS. hahaGATES OF DAWN
The wheels of life keep turning
Spinning without control
The wheels of the heart keep yearning
For the sound of the singing soul
And nights are full with weeping
For sins of the past we've sown
But tomorrow is ours for the keeping
Tomorrow the future's shown
Lift your eyes and see the glory
Where the circle of life is drawn
See the never-ending story
Come with me to the Gates of Dawn
And whose is the hand who raises
The sun from the heaving sea
The power that ever amazes
We look, but never will see
Who scattered the seeds so life would be
Who colored the fields of corn
Who formed the mould that made me
Before the world was born
*Lift your eyes and see the glory
Where the circle of life is drawn
See the never-ending story
Come with me to the Gates of Dawn.* (Repeat)
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, August 12, 2006; 4:42 PM
