wahahahaha.super tiredness is cured by dance!and dancers :Dlike i was SUPER DUPER exhausted.and basically wanted to die.but but but...after CT session, liying came over to my row!and i was so happy!cos there was cca!and there was a member of the happy dancer family there!wahahahaha.:D:D:Dcca.MONGOLIAN DANCE.quite fun leh actually.except for tt difficult fall on ur back n knee thingy.i think my knee's rotting.yay -.-ah n now i've got to do an opposite direction action.n chaines haha.den it's so fun wif everyone doing tgt!n liying regina me did freestyle.GATES OF DAWNhaha regina at e second verse was REALLY GOOD!n liying was just basically REALLY GOOD as usual.so that leaves me. -.-sad.I SHALL WORK HARD AND FEEL FOR ACTIONS IN THE MUSIC!oh and hahahagot SECRET MISSION.so exciting!:Doh and haha celebrate racial harmony day.interesting malay ethnic costumes.quite nice too.CO. could have been very good.i bet they did this quite last min.but can see the potential to be really good.MAD. woah.meiling totally owned e stage.ok fine wif alicia clarice too.but but but.meiling!
haha so proud of her.-.- i tink i'm biased towards all nycd ppl.BUT. she's like really good laragain, sad she's not wif us.tired.physically, from dance.not so much mentally, AS OF NOW.cos i just came back frm cca.dance makes me so alert and undepressed!but i guess the whole cycle will start again tmr.n i'll be waiting for sat.*just let the tears goi can't. i'm just not the kind who shows everyone my emotions.i can stand myself for losing control on tues morn.the weight of everything made me just cry when i saw jie coming towards me. although it was a short moment.but still.i suck.D U U C Cguess wat's that.it's not a difficult thing.no, it's not duck.heaves a huge sign of relieve.dunno.just felt like it.though i dunno wat i'm relieved about.everything arnd me has been one big mess this few wks.i carn get along wif ppl.isit just me?-.-i tink so.lift your eyes and see the gloryi'm glad that things are possibly getting better.but i sense that it'll never be the same again.esp wif hmm. sth, or someone.
living in my fantasy world
on Wednesday, July 19, 2006; 10:52 PM
