today's saturday again!i just realised i make a pt of blogging whenever i got cca. probably cos i'm too tired at nite to do much but blog n slp. haha.anyway...today's cca was MAD.xx totally upped e intensity a lot.we did 2 new zhong tiaos.and my schsmall was nvr properly done in e first place.but but but! i found the relaxed eschappes feeling!!! can jump so much higher n it's so much easier! now i like eschappes. -.- just because i can do it! whoots! and hmm got 2 new routines. one is warmup. the other is the one probably in place of the routine that all of us can do already. it's also circular -.-anyway... that means...we nd more practices! cos A LOT OF PPL din turn up today cos of leap n stuffs. which left the sad 6 ppl. who had to do so much cos there was no much waiting for each other. which made it worse cos we get more attention and also that there was more time to do many things. i swear, we did EVERYTHING we ever did. and i left ONE HR EARLY. due to erm leaps too. let's not tell e world i ponned e morning lar. well anyways.... my thighs ached during e zhong tiaos... and i was super tired through trng. but it was quite satisfying :D but then i missed PT. sad. oh n liying:pls pls pls. u're body can only take so much.dun push urself to dance so much when u already noe that u're injured with so many places hurting, aching or just feeling plain off.u'll force urself to lose the passion for dance. u yourself said that u no longer feel that excited or sth when it comes to dance. i cannot really remember wat u said, but sth like that.so, pls, rest more. if you really cannot take it, take a break. your tchr will undst. it feels weird to pon, esp dance, but sometimes it's necessary.there's so much waiting for u.as dance ic, u're really important. cos e other dance ic happens to be quite -.-there's also our secret mission.there's also ballet. erm are you still gg for exam? forgot to ask.so, when you find yourself overwhelmed, pls take a break.if not for ur md, then for your body.ok. then haha leap.actually public speaking really is quite fun.the art of kissing -.-chiam godliness.-.--.-=.=hmm i realise that by saying dance is really mostly wat i'm living for hurts ppl.cos they'll say it's sad u dun live for them.hmm.but i do live for ppl too!it's just a different thing altogether.oh!forgot to blog about yesterday.celebrated racial harmony day!my whole class wore sari FOR THE WHOLE DAY.and e guys wore erm some weird sarong thingy.haha e other classes only wore it for the photo thingy to try n win that voucher.so practical. we wore e whole day!i dun care if others say if u're aa or irritating or sth or overly enthu.as long as our class does things tgt for fun, and we're not harming anyone, i dun see wat's so bad. it's too bad ur class isn't as enthu as ours. if u're one of those complaining about 73. it's quite difficult fun too though. it's freaking hot, we kept retying about 5 n 1/2 feet of cloth, and we could barely walk. it was like freaking small steps -.- cos we carn really walk.but we were quite a pretty sight!and we finally met for the chocs session!
mq sam me!talked for a long time.and ate up that big box. we found out mq's got new laughter.amusing! and then there's her change facial expression look.from open to suddenly closed. cos she refused to tell us the price of the chocs! haha.n i finally found out who! :Dbut had a really good time talking! shared so much about each other we missed all this time.esp sam.mq i still kept in touch wif letters.hiazdunno when we'll get to talk like that. but the tentative date is august 4th! :D
D U U C C ETHE FINAL VERDICT.OH!i went iceskating last night.was supposed to go with zeling aga n my sis today.but had to cancel due to leap.and mum says kaiwen is sad cos we cancelled our plans.so i'm to take her go last nite.so i did.hello! i carn skate, while she could it was quite scary. and i fell. SEVERAL TIMES.and i had to be picked up by this person once.but but but!met weishun haha!erm is that how you spell the name?hmm anyway...he taught me to skate!although i'm still very noob.ahh n guess wat?he told me 2206(aj class) planned a gathering for today.TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY.but got cancelled in e end.ahhH!!! i'd rather he din tell me.he's still n aj.oh no! it makes me sad that all those ppl who i knew and loved stayed, and continued with their lives while i left and started afresh. i wun say i never regretted my decision, but i wun say i regret leaving either. i'm listening to GATES OF DAWN!my new fave song!today when xx played it for fondue...my liying jie were very excited!esp liying n i. haha cos we're super duper hooked on this song!keep stealing her phone to listen haha. and of cos. sth else. :Di realised during fondue that it's going to become my fave barre work. cos of the music! :Dfondue fondue fondue!and guess wat?my mum just brought me n sis to swensen's for EARTHQUAKE.3 of us shared. omg lar.now i'm stuffed.3 days of erm semi-diet wasted.2 scoops of sticky chewy choc, mango, lime sherbet, chocolate, cookies and cream, choc chip, yam.and fried shitake mushrooms. mmmmm!!!haha it's to make up for today i guess.i had only breakfast. den i bought a waffle n kept it in my bag in case i had no time for lunch. and there was this confusion over leap time lar, so i took it out n ate it while e rest went curry wok. but i wasn't sure my stomach was up to all those food after xx's killer trng, so i din eat. so i sustained e whole day on 4 pieces of biscuits and one waffle. till i went for dinner wif my family. omg lar.feel how the world is floating.floating around you and me.feel how the air is whisperingsecrets of eternityit's easier to be normal when others are not arnd.but when others are arnd it's awkward again.i din noe so many ppl knew.
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, July 22, 2006; 10:12 PM
