ARGHHHH!!!!omg omg!!!i carn believe it!!!suddenly got performance on sat!!!OMG OMG!damned freaking stressed.n we dun really have anything to perform. erm we nd to complete the choreo WITHIN THIS FEW DAYS.wth.ok but it's quite exciting!heh :Dchem spa chem spa tmr!shit.big red bag!i'm starting to like it. A LOT!pon swimming pe today.erm excused cos we all fake mense.heh was having a fun time crapping wif wendy n head!n checking the guys out heez.not really lar haha. but still.n shengshi actually got so cold his lips really turned PURPLE!omg so scary like tt time jayce during OBS land ex lidat.hmm.it's a cold day!n i spent it in my favourite pink jacket!piano today was fun!all that imagination thingy.green for IV PASSIPIED!n girl with the flaxen hair!whoots nice scenery imagination!cliff n the sea.and the glorious sunset.and then the winking stars.:Di like!n ms chong says she wants me to learn and have A LOT of recital pieces on had.erm that's my mozart fantasy, debusy girl with flaxen hair, erm supposedly autumn crocus. n summore i tink.but erm so far fantasy's half done.debussy started today.autumn crocus erm... started and stopped. and quite sucky. as in my playing lar.so... i will work hard!hehe this wk's gonna be a killer wk.dance dance dance hehe :Dbut i just heard tt liying cannot stay back on wednesday!i'm sadded.WHY CAN OUR FAMILY NVR BE FULLY TOGETHER?when liting's arnd, jie's not. when jie is, liting's not. n this time, it's liying. hiaz.i'm feeling more and more distant from them. is this good or bad? it no longer affects me so much anymore. from ppl whom i used to enjoy being arnd to being like this. it's just weird.n liying!omg u sounded so weak when i called u just now.u really scared me leh.pls pls pls. rest yourself well.i'm very worried for u.
living in my fantasy world
on Monday, July 31, 2006; 10:17 PM
