my own little world

PANIC!!!!
panic panic panic!!!
wth.
it's tmr.
TOMORROW.
blocks, that is.

let's see.
3 LS of econs.
ALL OF MATHS.
ALL of bio except enzymes.
more than half of chem.
and ALL of BELOVED.
and watever other lit skills we have.

in case u're wondering,
it's my TO DO LIST.
NOT my done list.
but if u were wondering it shows u dun noe me well enuf hehe*
i'm dead.
wat can i say?

n i'm taking a break.
erm a LONG break.
:D

and i've just realised!!!
e class blog has my link.
HOW???
like erm how did u ppl find out?
lihai man.
i thot only ONE PERSON in class ever saw my blog b4.
n tt was cos we were in e library or sth.
n now e link is there!!!
haha as in i dun mind it there, but
HOW THE HECK DID IT GET THERE???
ooh i'm ranting.
but seriously.
if anyone noes, tell me?
haha rant rant ranting away!

n i officially hit my sms quota AGAIN.
n i've got anth 2 wks to go.
ppl who see this erm call me if u nd me lar.
try not to msg me.

dead on 2 counts.
fine.

but still not as dead as my sis.
shall keep quiet bout tt though.

e blue cover of econs ls 11-12 is like staring at me.
reproaching me.
it feels sth like: " why are u not immersed in me???i'm SO interesting!!! AND it's ur econs tmr. y aren't u reading me???"
dots...
=.=
interesting imagination.
haha

i wanna dance!
but no chance till like nxt nxt wk or sth.
why why why did xx let us off cca yesterday!!!

yay meeting 4/13 family ppl for ny funfair!!! :D
finally meeting them!
esp joy.
:D
miss her so much!!!
muahahahahaha
light at e end of e tunnel:D

i have it all planned out!
tmr morn i'll study watever of econs i have yet to finish.
den afternoon ppr.
den go hm n study issues n ideas of gp.
erm n au tong xiao if needed.
tues gp ppr in early morn.
den after tt go hm n start maths.
oh dear.
den erm wed off, so finish chem!
haha den thurs chem n maths pprs all tgt. -.-
den haha after them go hm n study bio well.
erm au tong xiao, definitely.
so...i dun have to stay up so many days!
:D
i can last... i tink.

i need new pens.
n i wan my fx-911z model calculator!!!
why on earth did i go n lose it in e first place!!! *wails
i noe it's outdated or sth.
but i still like it!
it's small and PORTABLE.
unlike tt big bulky irritating graphic calculator which i STILL have yet to learn to work.
other than on, off, 12345667890, = + - / *
haha tt's it, i tink.
ooh yes n erm bubble game.
haha. -.-
so, tell me, wat to do for maths exam?

and i only haf ONE working pen in my pencil case.
erm all e others are out of ink.
yay.

my ankle rawks man-.-
it can hurt like mad after i put it down from a tailor's seat.

i'm in a curiously good mood for someone who's dead,
or who will be tmr, anyway.
wierd.
haha but i'm feeling HIGHHHHH!
maybe it's adrenaline.
preparing me for haha failing.
-.-
but but but HIGHHHHH!!!

i feel the beginnings of a panic attack.
HOWWWW???
and i want a lack of a butt.
seriously.
it's quite ugly for a dancer to have too much of one. -.-

it's been a long holiday.
miss u.
i dun believe things will ever be the same between us,
but still.
i hope the simplest friendship will remain.

oh when will all this end!!!

living in my fantasy world

on Sunday, June 25, 2006; 6:23 PM