my own little world

kaishi a happy girl again today!!!
haha!

happydancerfamily met today!
went for lunch tgt.
den liying went summer sch.
liting to meet other ppl
jie n i went hm. -.-
haha but it's so fun n comfortable arnd them.
i love them!!!
sad tt i've been out of contact wif pee for so long.
hiaz.

haha n we're planning surprise attack!
on who i shan say.
if not not surprise liao.

n our erm project for snrs is complete.
some is quite bad.
but some is really good!
hiaz.
but if i were a snr i'll b sad if i got a bad one.

n i just saw some pics!
just seeing them makes me excited!!! :D
haha cos of e ppl there.

n saw last yr's syf opening pics again.
really miss tt time man.
although we've moved on,
looking at those pics made me realise,
a part of me still grieves.
grieves over our parting.
n i'm listening to gym ball music.
ball routine
tt's anth past.
maybe it's really better to be able to forget.
so u wun keep comparing e past wif e present.
den u'll appreciate e present more.
i love the present, hccd,
but nth compares to e spirit we had in nycd.
sorry, i'm not supposed to say tt,
but it's true.
compare just e dance studios.
e tchrs, both tchr ics n coach.
n standard.
all not within range of nycd.
though as dance ics me n liying are suposed to do sth about it.
i'm going to try my best, i promise.

i'm quite out of touch wif 73 ppl for hols, i just realised.
all my contact is wif dancers.
n movie marathon not going either!!!
*wails.
stupid avain flu wksp.
ahh but i'm quite interested in e wksp too.
but 73 more impt!!!
ahh pissed.
ok not really.
but still.

haha ai si ni le!!!
:D

i suddenly hearing e wang zi bian qing wa song.
ahhh!!! miss 4/13 n our relentless chasing of this show.
every morn frm 7 to 7.20
9 to 9.30
12.15 to 1
2.30 to 5.30.
haha we wasted NO time in watching it.
hiaz.
sth we were finally united over.
:D
but, as wif all things ny,
it's ALL OVER.
shit.

suddenly feel so shitty.
revisiting memories makes me feel shitty.
n our everlasting eight family.
all over singapore, and though we can still tok crap when we meet, we really seldom meet.
haven seen joy since erm wat, o's release????
OMG.
JOY!!!
i miss u so much.
but dunno whether to call u or not.
cos always hear tt u're veh busy.
hiaz.

started this entry so happy.
now so sad.

-a contraction of the heart.-
for several things...

living in my fantasy world

on Monday, June 05, 2006; 10:35 PM