hmm initially wanted to blog about dance nite last nite.but was too tired. hmm...overall i tink it would haf been wayyy better somewhere like vt.e sch audi seriously carn make it for a dance nite.e whole lighting thing, when e stage was fully lit, was quite bad.but there are some redeeming factors i suppose.Chair dance was THE best item that nite.to me. seriously.den cabaret.slutty!din noe meiling had tt in her! -.-but yar it really was good.but erm SOME ppl really din belong in tt dance.quite surprised they were doing it.the rest weren't bad either.but there was one dance which just fell flat.carn rmb which.oh wait i just realised it's not exactly all too prudent to be blogging lidat.ahh but watever.we came up with a conclusion.WE, THE CHINESE DANCERS, WILL HAVE A DANCE NITE.i dun care.once our batch takes over exco.maybe sometime n jan nxt yr or sth.:Dbut there's a lot of work to be done.ohh after dance nite we sat at my class bench for like an hr plus.toking.liting fengjun youxin xinying n me.tok tok tok tok tok.haha collaboration btw hc rj nj for cip!so cool!i hope it gets thru.but first our new exco has to be annouced.*feverishly hopeful.our choice.hiaz i so miss nycd, esp our batch.almost all turned up to watch yesterday.was really great to see so many of us tgt.but only for a short while.which was quite sad.i miss serious proper training under e eye of laoshi.i miss having high standards to aim for.i miss crapping wif seriously EVERYONE in nycd.somehow it'll take a lot for EVERYONE in hccd to be able to crap TGT.i miss daidao.i miss liu ren wu, even though it got scrapped.i miss e time when we were still working on cheoreographing daidao.it was a REALLY tiring time.but we made it.i hate remembering.i hate it.it makes me wonder where i really belong.on e other hand...i'm really happy!haha for something.but still.like wth!!! as in wth to me lar.i wanna slap myself.n this is e first time i noe ppl who buy flowers first without tinking of who nds them.haha buy a few first, go there den see who perform. den gif flowers.so funny!i was amused.:)n i wanna ny family concert!but lousy low priced tix see nth.den e proper good tix are like 50 bucks.which is quite out of budget.shit.haha maybe we shall go as helpers to e nycd ppl! -.-but i dun really think it possible.sad.i just realised i've procrastinated for a long time.i'm supposed to be working on my 2 gp essays due.erm yesterday and tmr.n tmr's SABBATICALS!so exciting.after two yrs of watching ip ppl having sabbaticals while we o level ppl slog our guts out, it's FINALLY OUR turn!!!haha tmr's kayaking!actually i'm supposed to be at newpaper big walk. as in now.but yar i in e end chose not to.cos yest end so late.tmr going kayaking.later no strength.or too tired.haha.so....all in all...A BIG HAND TO MAD!!!:Dwhy do i dance? why do i breathe?to live.
living in my fantasy world
on Sunday, May 21, 2006; 10:32 AM
