WILL YOU PLEASE STOP TRYING TO CONTROL MY LIFE?whether i want to go back to ny to dance or not is my decision, mine and ONLY mine.it's my time, my commitment, my passion.i'm not even asking u to go watch.just stop controlling me.grrr. ok i'm fine now. no more anger.ok fine i shld not liebut haha i feel better once i say it all out.i love to blog. -.-cny.haha so busy.always get hm at one in e mornden slp at two plus.i'm suffering frm slp shortageppl who noe my will noe tt my brain switches off at tenhaha dunno how i survivedbut i did! n proud of myself.haha marlene crashed todaymake me wanna crash other schsi so guai k!everyday go aj.haha n only changed uniform ONCE k.i got peeling feet.haha i noe it's not something most ppl like to hear.but all e skin is falling off.eww.blister club!i'm a full fledged member againi'm so excited about going back nycd on fri!all e blister clubbers will be there.n my happy family!n laoshi!n everyone!n basically ny.i still carn figure out e dui lians outside e sch.i noe mdm mak will haf tried to explain it to u pplexplain to me pls!
i suddenly needed a deep breath.i can forget to breathe nowadays.dangerous sia.n i got maths tutorial. chem tutorial. bio tutorial. econs readings.four gp article stuff.wow i rock.n still not going to do.oh maybe i will.dunno. *shrugsi auditioned for debates.haha because i din wanna let munira down...cos we said we'll go tgt.but i really din wanna go 4 it.but now tink back... ok larnot too badhaha but will not get in de.i'm happy where i am.really dunno whether to stay or leave ajREALLY DUNNO.help me decide? someone?n i need a good dose of nycd.throw in dance too.n i definitely nd my eight family members!i'm sorry, but i really tink e earliest we can meet is like o's results release in sch.really sorry.i promised xiao xin to post when my hse is available...but my hse always is, just not me.I'M REALLY SORRY K.-rainbow after a storm.will i ever see the rainbow?-
living in my fantasy world
on Wednesday, February 01, 2006; 9:11 PM
