it's all out.
seven pts.
i'm a bit disappointed.
before u all start throwing stones at me,
pls let me explain.
i noe tt i could have done better...
wif just a little more effort.
honestly, i studied.
but not tt hard.
i played a lot during o's.
n watched a lot of tv.
n slpt a lot.
as in A LOT.
so it's my fault tt i din get six pts.
n tt's y i'm disappointed.
i got an A2 for eng lit.
i fully expected to get A1.
n amaths...aso same.
chem...A2...i expected A1 too.
n i got B3 for higher chinese.
so A1s for english, maths, comb. humans n bio.
bio n maths expected.
english was a shock.
i thot like B3.
comb. humans too.
i actually got A1.
i usually get like 52 over 100.
tt's y i'm shocked.
n it's actually better than my fave humans.
so now e BIG problem is where to go.
seven minus four.
three is dangerous for hc rj n nj.
yet it's e three tt i wanna go.
esther n suelynn physcoing me to go rj.
liting hc.
n jac nj.
hiaz. i all aso wanna go.
nvr mind i shall c how it is...i might crash.
i love e icekachang song!
haha cos it brings back funny memories of our tchr's day dance.
you r fave dessert!
would u like to bobochacha!
and all e dumdumdum thingy.
today went back to nycd.
i just LOVE ny dance studio.
it's just wonderful to step back inside.
to see all e dancers...
LAOSHI!
miss her!
n we finally gave her her tchr's day prezzie we owe her.
we had it sent over finally!
it's damn nice. i'll love to have one.
but but but it's damn ex.
but it's so beautiful!
a custom made calendar tt has all our pictures...
and important events.
and qianhong.
omg e improvement is immense.
it's now got a quality tt's indescribable.
still got rm for improvement, but still good.
jiayou ppl!
n for dong fang tmr.
i hope all of you finished learning everything.
it's tmr k.
jiayou!
and DAIDAO!!!
omg loved it like shit.
finally...EVERYONE was present!!!
i loved dancing with everyone again.
it was just indescribable.
i loved that feeling.
it's been so long, i've almost forgotten the feeling.
i felt so warm inside.
n touched. everyone really came back
even though my dad probably hated me now for going n defying him...
i dun care.
to me it's worth it.
it's worth it.
n to get me back cracked.
n crack other's backs.
n baotui. n piantui. n daoti.
fellow daotiers :)
a bit rushed...not too used to proper dancing since it's been so long.
but it'll be better nxt wk!
love all of you nycd dancers!
n...saw manqing n esther!
whoooo!
it's not rite to broadcast stuff.
but pro ppl man.
but liangyan i've just got to broadcast urs.
i hope u dun mind.
liangyan's been complaining tt she's scared to me on e train in e mornings.
n SOMEBODY got NINE A1s.
omg!!!!
u pro pro pro!
in athletics n academic.
well rounded!
congrats! i'm so proud of u!!
hmm atually ny din do all tt well dis yr.
only 19.9 % got 6 pts.
but still got a lot of 10 A1 ppl
mostly PRCs. -.-
haha i'm going to watch e news. c how other schs did.
ppl! whether u tink u did well or not,
i'm proud of all of you!
we conquered and overcame e o's barrier!
it's over...so if u're not satisfied, make urself so in a's!
stop mulling over it.
there's no use crying over split milk.
jiayou for all your futures!
suelynn i love u my dear granddaughter!
-overcoming another-
living in my fantasy world
on Friday, February 10, 2006; 9:22 PM