my own little world

now i noe exactly wat jealousy means.
it causes a short, sharp pain.
really.
it's painful when you see stuff that you REALLY dun wanna see.
n it makes you really jealous.
but if it's a gd fren, there's nothing i'll do.

updates:
wed dance prac was fun!!!
haha yes i sweated.
eww, but i sweat more than the average person anyway.
and it was mostly stretching.
n laoshi pushed my leg all e way to e back.
OWW!
haha but it really feels good to be stretching again.

and i was a bit pissed yesterday.
nanyang was having celebrations, and i couldn't go.
i wanna watch qianhong!*wails
i HAD to have bio lab, maths tutorial and pe all after 1.15
and end at 6.15
it sucks lar.
if it was just lecture i'll pon, but.
and they have holiday today, just like every other year.
but i hate it!!!
i carn go back.

and guess wat?
e ntu performance on 17th feb will only have TWO practices.
wow.
and on one of them?
i have CROSS COUNTRY.
like kanasai
n plus my dad doesn't seem to be too happy bout me going back.

i've got terrific muscle ache.
i'm limping.
somehow i managed to not limp in sch.
but it's painful.
haha so i limp at home.
my dad actually asked if i sprained an ankle AGAIN.
haha.

haha after pe yesterday, we ran an extra round.
crazy munira, shuhan and aquilah sprinted tt last rnd.
my and aileen ran.
hahahahaha.

and then after tt we went for e drama auditions.
hmm...i din like it.
wat, act like a ghost?
i'm terrified of them!!!
like omg lar.
and i only FINALLY got to leave sch at 7.30
hmph.

S2206 is fun!
we've got weird personalities, sacarstic ppl, and basically nice ppl!
i'm enjoying myself.
to think i was dreading going to class.
but i still love acero!
haha outing on tues.
iceskating!
it'll be my first time.
ooh scary!
haha.

results are due out soon.
i'm really quite worried.
i'd cry if i got more than 10 pts.
but there's a high possibility that i will.
shit. so i'll cry.
nvr mind.
n wats e bet tt e ppl arnd me (aka yuwei, joy, bella, sam, miaoqin) will all get 6?
haha 5 thousand bucks.
n after e results?
i dunno.
to stay, or not to stay?
i really enjoy my time here, but if i score well, i'll try for someplace betta, and nearer.
will i?
i really dunno.
someone help me decide.
but i really like e relaxed atmosphere here.

i smell food.
i hate nxt door.
the most delicious aromas always float in frm there.
makes me wanna join them for dinner.

it's cny on sunday!
wish all of you ppl out there a very happy chinese new year!
have a great year ahead k, n i love all of you out there!

i really miss e ppl frm nanyang.
n i haven spoken ONCE to jiefu, or dajie in my whole time at aj.
so deprived lar.

-a healing hand-
-the sound of a shattering heart-

living in my fantasy world

on Friday, January 27, 2006; 5:19 PM