i'd forgotten how it felt to be in nanyang.dun roll ur eyes...it felt like home.well, home away frm home.it was such a nice feeling walking back within the walls of nanyang.diao, you might say.somehow, nanyang feels more comfortable than aj does, even if i spend my time at aj now.maybe 3 wks cannot be compared to 4 yrs.*shrug. dunno.den to nycd.i like ny's dance studio.to see it alight and with everyone dancing in it...it's simply indescribable.qianhong.not perfect yet, but i'm sure you guys can do it!i've got utter faith in all of you.cny's coming up!tentatively 23rd feburary at victoria hall!dancing for ntu i tink.i'm going!no matter wat my parents think or say.i wun give up the chance to dance with nycd again.laoshi wasn't arnd.so sadded!was so looking forward to seeing her.pee you look tired. or pissed.watever it was, take care, calm down, and rest well.the same goes for shuhui.dun stress urselves up over everything k.you've got great responsibilities, but dun overwork urselves.i miss cracking ppl's backs.i miss hearing daidao's music.i miss daoti-ing.i miss baotui-ing.i miss pink costumes!and da's pink flamingo.maybe ppl might not rmb all, but small things like that i wun ever forget.pink flamingo me!pink jacket, pink costume...plus my trusty pink bag and pink water bottle.pink's my fave colour!i rmb the nite we were making earrings till 12 in e dance studio.how jac n co were screaming about e cockroach in e male toilet.dance camp. :)and there's all tt tripping at e beginning over our costumes.and there's syf.sen yun. -yanyin's flirting exercise-barre work- barre mate shuhui!and there's opening...or e day we heard e results.screaming, crying...emobuddy meiling!opening too. the esplanade stagethe snowjustina!paint a rainbow filled with many colours.my first and probably last chance to dance on the esplanade stage.and then there's arts fest.i noe i cried halfway through the dance.and i dedicated it silently to laoshi.laoshi, the one who brought us through it all.the one who nvr gave up on us.the one who drank coffee and had a rest b4 coming down to battle with us.the one who was always there, "thot mad" due to her trying actions out in public...and of course, my happy family-liting-jiefu!fengjun-dajie!peehua-niece!liying-jiefu's bro!and a couple of maids shuhui and da who quit halfway.nycd was indeed a happy family.tgt we do anything!this trip to ny brought back so many memories i shelved away.it's for e better...so tt i dun tink too much about them.then i can get on wif life in a new environment.nth can ever compare to the experience i got in nycd.and nyrg for tt matter.rhythmic gymanastics.xinling n i were trying ribbon just now.i forgot so much of it.i'm horrible.kua tiao. lu tiao. xi tui tiao. and all the other tiaos we had.zhang lao shi!i miss nanyang.4/13.nvr mind i'm in a new sch now.i have to move on.traba joso! ACEROoh and S2206and yay i'm in aj dance.passed the audition.yep.tmr's e first cca.hooray! -.-wonder how it will go.i'm so tired.zapped out.i hear my bed calling.but i still cannot slp yet.got so many things to do.-a trip down memory lane-and i'm still wishing.
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, January 17, 2006; 9:28 PM
