here's an update on exam status:ALMOST FINISHED!just maths ppr 1 n hist left. TMR.*gloatsBUT the BIG prob is...i haven started on history.yayness.nvr mind.i hope i can kao literature. haha.aniwae. i noe i'm outdated.but i still hafta blog bout midautumn aniway.i just wasnt' able to get online dis past few days.or at least not long enuf to blog on several blogs tt is.cos i got erm 4 different ones i can blog on. -.-aniwae, it was just super fun.everyone was just going crazy. i just miss the times we had, just being mad. how we used to dance with each other. laughing at ourselves. watching others dance. being a part of nycd, of it all. and on fri night, it all came back.we relly went crazy. no inhibitions. we really dance all out. well maybe not me, but only becos i din relli noe how to dance the dance nite dances. but it all felt so good, so right, that we were all together all over again. without us knowing it, we relli haf drifted apart. no, not in physically, but we were all in our own seperate lives, busy doing our own things. getting together just feels so good. and this time, it wasn't uncle jack that came to chase us out. it was gt. -.- i can be anywhere on earth, but i'll never forget this wonderful, special time we've shared. just us, and laoshi. 老师，您要知道，就数您走到天涯海角，我们是不会忘记你的。我们都非常想念你，盼望着您回来的那一天。老师，你要好好照顾自己。不要让自已累坏了。我们都在等你回来！
wherever we go, somehow, in some part of us, we'll always belong to nycd, to the dance studio, to all of us, to dance. that's how we're made. even though i haven have had much experience with dance, this short year has made me fall in love with it. how i yearn for another time on a stage with all of you, dancing, with that light falling upon us. just like a lone spot of light falls upon a desolated place. a desolated place waiting for all of you to fill up together. just the mere presence of you makes my day. there's a reason why i love our dance jacket so much. it reminds me, each and every moment, how there's at least one of you nearby, someone who shares the love and passion for dance. and it's us. our identity. i dun care if others say we're bimbo or what. i love it to bits. i really carn believe we're really leaving this year. time really has flown. in a blink of an eye, it's all over. somehow, i'm starting to wonder if it's all a dream. all the time spent cheorographing the dance, the practicing, all the tears, the laughter, the shere joy of dancing together. why can't this last for ever? soon, we'll all go on our own paths, going on our own ways. will we split up forever too? pls dun let that happen. please. and here's an apology to joy and xinying. i relli was going to find u all, relli, but it relli slipped my mind once we started playing. you have all the right to be angry. but i'm really really sorry for that. even though you all din seem angry with me, i know that i was really horrible to have done that. i'm really really sorry again.
living in my fantasy world
on Monday, September 19, 2005; 3:10 PM
