juz wanted to say thx to those who r relli my true friends.joy, yuwei, xinying, thx so muchxinying for trying to cheer me upwell i relli luv u all!n it's relli ppll like u who make me see who my true friends rand make me relli treasure them.to think u cld actually say sumting lidat about mewhen e fault lies wif youi gave in to u todaynot becoz it was bettait's juz i din wan u saying tt i only wanted my own way for everythingin other words, self centred.ppl like u aren't relli friendsu abandon all of us when we nd u the mostn u bitch about us behind our backs.but i still have to thank u SO MUCHcos u opened up my eyes to who relli matters to meyuwei! i noe u 嘴硬心软u care for me one!oh i sound ego.but nvr mind i still wanna thk un i'll gif u a hug n kiss heresince u wun let me do so to u :Djoy! luv u! thx for cheering me up so much yest niteu rawk!xiao xin! woohooo haha corianne may's cd!thx for cheering me up too!luv all of u!on a lighter notenow all our class board annoucements r in chithx to huiwenso annoucements regarding tmr's cross country now says 叉叉国家n e pe assessment reminder goes 体育理论测验 or sumting like tat.grass is singing is 《草在唱歌》haha so hilarous.we're all so crazybut there r aso ppl who freak me outwhoa! so far ahead in revision redi.i'm relli stressed out by themppl ask me y i'm so tiredi'm posting it here so maybe i wun be asked so oftenfor sumone who always slp at 10 pmhaving to slp at 12.30 or later since last thurs till laz nite is relli toughall juz to try n catch up wif my classmates.hiaz.i've nvr relli slouched in my whole entire lifenow i'm so tired i don haf to drag myself up n down e small 2 flights of stairs btw e canteens n my class which is one e FIRST FLOOR.wow.tt reminds me.it's cross country at macritchie tmri might run wif estherbut she's so fast.erm nvr mind.but e prob is, e rest of my class who aren't competitorsaren't gonna rundey will walkwhich is not sumting i'm keen to dooh wells.here's to liting:i don't know whether you'll read this or notsince i know that you're very busy at the momentbut i just wanted to sayi really meant it that day when i said i missed youi relli missed the times we sharedlaughing, talking and just laming each other outwe really are in different worlds nowyou in ip having so many things going onand me busy preparing for o levels n prelims.we used to have a common world of dancewhere we spent so much time together because of itit's no longer the casebut i really hope that sometime,when both of us are no longer that busywe'll still be able to find time to spend togetherthat we'll be friends forever.i miss you, and love you.i'm relli tired out by everything.when will all of this end?
living in my fantasy world
on Thursday, August 18, 2005; 8:18 PM
