was syf closing ceremony yest...well it was called festival of dance.hehe say charmaine dere...scared her to death.shall tok bout tt later.went for dinner wif some of e dancers first. den went kallang theater.yep i tink e performances were great. rv, NJ!, tj n st marg's stood out.i tink NJ rawked.oohlala!shit e ice kachang song is stuck in my brain.we betta get in fer e auditionsfor all our hard work.n it's pretti gd!or else.st marg's perf actually made me get goosebumpsu could feel tt e performers were relli feeling wat dey were dancinginner spirit.n tt stupid row of guys in frnt of me laughed.well dey laughed at every single performance tt wasn't indian dancedey were chinese.hurhurn in frnt of 2 rows of chinese dancers one of dem said" i like indian dance cos it's got meaning. chinese dance doesn't."kudos to me for having not murdered him.i was relli redi to.n e retards could not understand wat shut up meantnor "pls do not lean forward to tok as u block everyone"oh wells. SOME ppl lack intelligence.i tink jac took her shoes n fake attacked him.well done!suwan said RELLI loudly. SHUT UP!xinying (xiao) was redi to go n tan pan wif dem.but suanwoo stopped dem cos dey seemed like gangsterstoking bout some gang fight dey had before tt. one of e guy's glasses were broken...erm got taped up.at least tt was e interval.irritating.no performance etiquette at all.irritating.we din cheer muchexcept when nj came out.den ny ppl all cheer like mad.n dose ppl, hearing tt, booed.WOW so impressed. summore tok so loudwas complaining to laoshi.n met charmaine.ran to her n kept going "I'M PISSED!"n scared her awaysorri gal!NJ RAWKED!fine i'm like all over dem.n temasek jc had dis relli cool guycaucasian. yar.he's such a gd dancer!i tink guys who dance r cool.like e nj ones too!e mei hua dance.erm i finally understood y mr chong said their tai bus were gd.it was. relli gd.n dey walked it so much!
all i tot was: leg pain.sorri.but their dance was pretti.but not totally outstanding.yep.n finale. it was JUSTINA!!!i din expect tt.when she came out i suddenly rmbered e time we had wif her.all e memories of opening.n her.i relli cried.it was so sudden.too much of an impact to see her dere.i tink our finale was betta.haha i'm biased.e song was also myraid of colors!we sang along!so fun!
n after it ended...we went to see justina!!!n we shouted we luv u justina to her!!!haha she turned back, n...said thk u!arhhhh so sweet!i luv her i luv her i luv her!suelynn i'm NOT phedophile.NOT.den jac wanted to c her nj guybut waited so longso dinmaybe he left by back door...so sad.first time see her fa hua chi.hehe.it was fun. yar.it relli seemed like yest we were at kallang.for e 2 hrs.den later our own private 4 hrs.den e competition.but it's been alredi 3 mths since den.y does time fly like tt.i've alredi been made to leave dance.not just e society but relli dance as a whole.it's relli saddening.i just push my passion aside for my studies.n to satisfy my parents.like wat now?i'll like to do jazz dance.n of coz cont wif chinese dance.can i?relli, can i?well, i relli dunno.one can onli hope.but hopes can be dashed.like DICK TURNER's.sorri, brought up literature all of a sudden.someday, sumhow, things will be betta.i'm relli stressed.over work.over wat happens at home.n over sumthing else i'm not inclined to discuss.*u relli hurt mei'm gd at acting.i'm glad i dun show my emotions tt well.i'm desperate.-i'm frozen. frozen in e snow wif e winter blossoms-
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, July 30, 2005; 6:10 PM
