tired.tired.tired.so as u can c. i'm tired. frm 4 consecutive days.it's gonna hit 5.e BIG day.opening. so tiringme n dajie actually slpt while standing all e way frm city hall to jurong eastso tiredbut i guess it's all worth it.mrs fields! had mrs fields!haha bought a brownie for my mum toohope she likes itjustina! so cute so cute!e lil gale star of e finalei carn believe her parents weren't given tixso horrible of e ppln now meishen jie carn go toocos 50 tix drop to 20so she got no tixso sadmy neighbours r hafing duriancan smell it frm heredance dance dance! it's all i do dese dayslaoshi's gone to buy makeup i tinkso tmr we're using new ones!haha so nicebut i get a breakout everytime i put on makeupgiven e state of my face u can c how bad it getsbut nvr mind it's at least fun to put it onhaha toushi!so fun! finally succeeded wif liting n partly dajie's haircoz liting helped jie toobut liting's hair requires gelgel is grossbut usefule snow finally came down during e danceit was fantasic.i could feel so coldso winterywe were all flying tgt in e windy snowfielddancing tgt as an entitycould u feel it?us all tgtfighting e storms and windstriumping e obstaclesn feeling e warmth when e snow meltswe were tgtno matter how tired i amtt's all tt matterstt relli reminds me tt we r gonna leave sooni carn imaging ttthou i only juz joinedi relli feel part of itit relli pains me to haf to tink of leavingy? y do we hafta leave e tings tt matter to us all e time?y is time so cruel?i carn help it.i relli am cryingi relli dun wanna leaverelli dun wan.meiling!emotional ppli'm sure u understand mebet most of e sec4 dancers do toott's y we hafta reli treasure e remaining time we haf tgtmy happy familywo men hen kuai jiu yao fen kai lebut dun worryonce a familiy, always a familylet's take a family portrait tmrluv all of u so muchn all of e rest of u tooeven she. yes she.as in SHE.hiaz.forgive me.opening has me in an emotional mood todayall tt emotions while dancingtt ji qing, tt almost crying due to e feeling of being touched by e snowso coldwill all dis last?or will it all end, n we'll all forget each other in e yrs to come?is tt wat will happen?it's wat happened to my pri sch frenzu guys mean so much to mei dunno wat to say-gag-
living in my fantasy world
on Thursday, June 30, 2005; 10:02 PM