tmr will be e new yr ( in e lunar calendar, tt is) n sumtin my aunt said promted me 2 tink back wat i did laz yr. juz e happenings, so tt i will nvr 4get e gd n bad times. i am gonna list everythin out. its gonna be quite boring to others maybe, but it's wat i want to do...to reflect upon laz yr
firstly, i moved on to sec 3. a huge change, given tt 2/2 was so close. i relly felt like i lost everythin on e laz day of sch in sec2. it got betta, but i still miss them sumtimes, especially when i hear one song tt we alwaz used to sing tgt. but sec 3 was all rite i guess, it was juz tt i became a lot slacker den sec2, n din submit a lot of hmwk on time. ok, so tt's gonna change, i promise. yep. moving on......cca. well, gym was relli fun, relli tiring, but fun too. laoshi was relli nice, n under her i relli improved a lot...n i'm relli glad tt i accepted her suggestion to go into danren, coz i noe i'll regret it if i din, n besides i got e chance to learn all e apparatuses except rope in danren. n com was relli memorable...i rmb a lot of crying...n when i saw my ball routine score...it was so disappointing. but i suppose life has its ups n downs...n i've learnt to accept tt. n seeing ppl frm ny go up e podium relli mad me feel so proud...n i rmb tt my eyes were super swollen...coz we juz kept cryng n crying even at steph's house...yep her house is huge. ok nvr mind tt's besides point. but how i miss gym n all e gd times we had tgt...i'll nvr 4get tt...n i luv all gymmers k...n wish u all e best...n all e snrs...hope u guys do super well in Os. yep. n den dere was mid autumn festival celebrations...somehow it left a deep impression on me...coz i got relli close to joy...like i felt relli... i dun noe how to describe it lor. oh well. n den we move on to end of yr xams...i did reasonably well...some subjects betta den expected...quite happi wif it on a whole. well but i still suppose i can do betta if i worked harder...i noe tt. so i hope i will work harder dis yr...i need to. yes. n a relli impt step was to move into dance society due to e closure of gym...i relli luv e ppl dere n also dance...i wun eva regret joining gym, but i'll always regret nvr joining dance earlier...it was always btw chi dance n gym...but i very xing tong tt i was nvr always in dance...am i making sense? i dunno but i noe i luv both gym n dance relli a lot...n i'll always do so...but i do wish tt i wun be only learning one dance in my time as a dancer...i'll only be doing syf...sigh
which brings me to todae! we had cny celebrations n i pon e hui chun to go dance studio. actually we were juz passing a bun net to peixia, but me n yanyin decided not to leave...so ended up doing hair n make up for some of e dancers...more of hair lar. n i rmb how maluating we were when dey performed on stage...i was wif meiling, sue lynn, yanyin, shisi n hanzhi, n we scream like idiots lor. furthurmore...we all knew like almost e whole dance, n it was a very swaying dance, n we were swaying n doing a lot of wat they were doing on stage, juz tt we were kneeling. thk gdness we were at e back coz we went late. n i saw steph. she came back... n i relli din wanna stop hugging her lor...i missed her n all of them so much...i feel relli torn...i'm not sure y either...but a fren mentioned tt it would be e las new yr celebration in ny for us n tt makes me feel so sad...it only serves to remind me tt it's my las yr. no matter how much i complained how i was sick of sch, deep down i still love it n everything it has given me. i relli dun wan to hav to leave...but i dun relli haf a choice i guess. but dis relli makes me zhenxi everything now, tt i'll memorise every single moment frm now onwards...n i luv everyone k...
n lastly, HAPPEE NEW YEAR everyone! its ony 2 hrs away so i'll wish all of u early!
-gag-
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, February 08, 2005; 10:20 PM
