hahahahaha...went to sch 4 cca only to find jac there...apparently cca had been cancelled ( we woke meiling u c) n e 2 of us were e only ones who din noe tt. hmm...at least its not juz one person. oh well. so we were like kinda stranded there...n jac suggested a movie we can watch...so after a lot of tinking we went to plaza sing. n watch a 10am movie. n met mrs koh...she was gonna watch hotel rwanda.
so we watched THE SEA INSIDE, a spanish film.
WHEN YOU HAVE TO DEPEND ON OTHER PEOPLE FOR EVERYTHING YOU LEARN TO CRY WITH A SMILE
tt line relli impacted me. even if you din haf to depend on everyone for everything, you can still cry wif a smile. it told me to be more observant about ppl, tt we shld not take for granted tt e smile on someone's face is real. i relli could not stop myself frm crying. it was about this man who was a ship mechanic at age nineteen, but after a few yrs an accident left him paralysed frm e neck down. n he was relli suffering...e line above was spoken by him...n he could not even fulfil his only wish, to die wif dignity. but he was unable to do so, n of coz it was illegal for everyone to help him die...so he goes to court to try n convince them to make it legal. in e end, a few of his friends helped him achieve it, n he passed on after a glass of potassium cyanide.
me n jac were huddled under my windbreaker coz it was so cold...den i kept crying...it was juz so sad...n y must one who is suffering so not allowed to die wif dignity...i dun see e pt of living on if all i am is a burden to others even if dey dun tink so...i was so touched by e movie...i alwaz cry, but not tt i was relli touched, juz sad, or i see ppl crying in e show, den makes me wanna cry too, but in this its like i was relli touched, relli touched.
WHEN I REALLY CONCENTRATE, I CAN SEE THE SEA...AND I FLY THERE


living in my fantasy world

on Saturday, February 12, 2005; 11:17 PM