i dunno how i did it but i spent 6 hrs in chinatown wif my parents in a relli pissed mood( if u read e pre. entry u'll noe) n i managed not to quarrel or even gif my parents a reason to get pissed. wat a miracle. n i guess i'm feeling a lot betta now...except i still got some pieces of tt firecrackers stuck onto my head. yes, i went to watch firecrackers. not MY idea, but my daddy's n he reckons its betta if we all went...so had to go. so darn LOUD. nearly went deaf. n e crowd was immense. wow n i met dis mother daughter pair who were so irritating, n so was dis lao ah gong standing beside me. woe betide them if i lost control since i was alreadi not in e best of moods. yes n i was overcome wif a wash of sadness there too...i juz suddenly thot of gym...n how apparently tanjun does not care 'bout them...n how tt would nvr happen if we din close...n how much i luved it...n...i dunno. but i guess its closure ends a chapter in my life n brings me on to one in which i meet new ppl who r now veri important to me, n also introed me to dance which i luv too...i suppose dere relli is a rainbow after a storm. in e end, i still believe in it or else i wun put it dere larh...hehe...
haha...n deres ppl in my life i wanna thk...
joy for always being dere for me...
yuwei for "bullying" me...
sam for letting me tell u everything...
marlene n bella 4 always going to eat during 1st recess wif me though u guys juz sit n watch me...
xinying for playing 4 me during concert last year...n boosting my ego telling i'm betta in piano...thou it's so not true...
pee hua my niece for playing wif me n hafing fun during dance...
xinying(r.gym) for letting me drag u everywhere laz yr...
jac for yaing tui for me... n aso ya bei...n telling lame stuff to lighten e mood of things during dance...
fengjun who makes me happi juz by seeing u...my da jie...
liting who keeps insisting i'm a fengzi...my jie fu...
suanwoo n zhiyu who allow themselves to be dragged my me to anywhere...like e swings, e dance studio etc etc...
bong for hafing been such a great mon in sec 2...tho its a lil late...i nvr got round to thanking u...
siewhong for hafing been such a great friend whom i can relli trust...
all 2/2ers for hafing given me such a great 2 yrs wif u guys...
n all 4/13 ppl too...for being dere n hafing fun wif...
all r.gymmers who were all dere thru thick n thin... winning or not in com...tired in training or not...going to close or not...i'm glad were tgt 4 almost 3 wonderful yrs at least
rachel tan for crying wif me...
rachel sim for being able to relate to me...
n to everyone in my life who doesin see ur names here...i might haf juz missed u out...but i still luv all of u...n still a BIG thk u...for making my life e way it is...n i can sae my life is relli not tt bad...
n so sorri...i tink i'm in a rather strange mood today...
-gag-
living in my fantasy world
on Saturday, January 15, 2005; 11:10 PM
