i'm juz so disappointed. i carn continue w rhythmic gym after all. well, tanjun said tt it's a hundred per mth for fees, i thot it rather resonable, until i realized tt it's gonna be quite a struggle for my parents if i relli went for it. den as for paying for it out of my own savings, my parents said tt i gotta plan 4 e future, tt if i go to uni i wun be able to afford it, so i muz start saving. ok, fine, so i dun continue. but its juz so unfair! manqing and esther and xinying and xinyan are all continuing, so why carn i? i relli wan to... its juz so sad.
well, plus e olympics' over, so fast. now i dun relli noe wat to watch on tv... den i relli felt disappointed when irina tchachina din win in e individuals event, got second instead... lost to alina kabaeva. and anna bessonova got third. eh, i din noe so many ppl watched it too, when i got to school everyone was talking 'bout it, like e ribbon was so cool and all that, all thru assembly and tt aces day rubbish we were talking 'bout it, apparently all those ppl around my register no all watched it hehe, all thot it was cool, and i dink so too!
sigh
e exams r coming. i noe i got a lot of stuff to cover, bud i juz dun feel like picking up my books and studying. den i dun think i can do well overall diz year coz i did dismally in most of diz year's stuff like tests and assignments except those in english, which means i certainly will get onli one A1 diz year. sob. bud it's not like i had a lot in e previous two years either, yeh?
it's e first day of e hols and i am crapping. i juz still dun feel too good coz i'm veri affected by gym, so... hearing my fren talk about their first lesson w tanjun last sat was painful, yet i still wanted to hear all 'bout it, it's so lucki they can continue, so it means i'll be going to support them during e com nxt year... so buaiz
living in my fantasy world
on Tuesday, September 07, 2004; 8:58 AM
