I dunno wats e problem wif me but i seriously am pissed. ok, actually i noe wat isit tt i'm so pissed over bud tt's over one person in my life who's actually supposed to be close to bud i realli carn stand her now and like i think she still thinks tt she's all popular and 'in' when e rest of my clique is like quite pissed w her too. like she herself mentioned tt she hateds ppl who cling onto others and also ppl who carn catch e hint when ppl r irritated w a person bud its she herself who's lidat now lor. she juz dun get e hint when ppl keep saying things like i'm pissed w someone bud i wun say who it is. its quite obvious redi but she still dun get it. but i guess when u r realli irritated and going to hate a person than u try to find all kinds of fault w her. tt's wat's happening now but arghhh! forget it man. i think distancing myself would help me not hate her so much...
tmr we haf to run 3.2 km at mac ritchi reservoir. dunno whether i spell correctly or not. e reservoir i mean. niwae, i hope to do better diz year, when i got 130 out of bout around 450 ppl. i hope to get round 100... dunno whether can make it or not. hmmm sure hope so.
i'm tired.. we had e rehearsal 4 e teacher's day performance and e first time was quite shitty, e second time i felt better. but now we gonna haf a theme for each pair and i happen to be place in e tropical pair, which means i haf to find a stupid hawaiian tourist type shirt. ermmm, then wenting dunno wat to wear and i also not very sure wat she should wear too. nvr mind, it'll get settled in e end. seriously worn out so gd nite sleep tight!




living in my fantasy world

on Friday, August 20, 2004; 11:16 AM